looking good wes....very inspiring
dont u get hungry with just 1 soop of whey? id bestarving 1 min after 
I`m fucking dying bro,but I can honestly say that I`m noticing lots of changes on a daily basis.
When I prep for a show I like to put myself in a self imposed exile,I train my clients (only have a few right now),then I train,then I hit my real job,then cardio twice a day almost daily, 6 days a week training,eating practically nothing 6 x a day, tanning,posing practice,etc. I like to see how much I can take without cheating or shirking the hard reps.
Then when I lose,I know I did every fucking thing possible that I could do to be at my best.
Shitty genetics don`t help much either.
Seems like a crappy existance,but I like it as I don`t know many people here in upstate NY and don`t really care to..........not anti-social and I like people, but I`m not a woodsman,lumberjack,farmer,stuffed shirt,or an Amish person,just an old guy who grew up in the streets of the city,and I can`t relate well to these people
My wife,training partner,and friends back home in Mass,are my only support and it`s a big help.
You know how it is,you may not compete but you are one dedicated sumbitch by looking through your journal.
It`s not just for a plastic trophy,at 56 I want to place high,but my main thing is to get into my best shape ever.\,and this is what it takes for me to get there.
Sorry dude,I went on a rambling fucking tangent!! LOL

Early onset of "oldtimers disease" !
Train hard and stay on point.....it`s worth it.