Your posts in general show lots of bitterness towards women, marriage, relationships, etc. I imagine you've had a few bad experiences and are still single. Please share? 
Actually, my post speak the truth...
I deal with people who look only at the surface and not character and take in account the whole person, and then want somebody (The State) to fix their problems....I deal with people who are so enabled, that they want a magic bullet for them making their own mistakes, and when they don't get it, they complain, and make the same mistakes over and over again.
I see what people either don't want to see, or prefer ignorance until the shit hits the fan...
I also had to be schooled first, to learn that none of us are true playas (including anyone on this site), it is only and illusion...women are will always be the true playas, and the power rests with them. We are only what they require us to be...
Most of what I write is for this board, I am a total 180 from what you see. But, it is a part of me. And what I write on other boards or my poetry and mindset is diff. This is Getbig, and this is my getbig persona.
Besides, from what you write it seems that your wife is a beard and you really wanted to marry Nasser.