Problem is you covered your self with stupid looking tribal shit so cant be vain any more cos you look silly - no disrespect - you did look good lean though could of done with another 20 pds of muscle whilst holding the condition you carried - thats just an outsiders point of view though.
1) it's not "tribal".....it's "Polynesian Tribe Art"....BIG DIFFERENCE.....plus, i'm gonna get cooler ink soon that balances out everything....
btw, the whole "tattoo" thing for me isn't a "quarter life crisis"....I just don't care to be a fitness model anymore and don't have to worry about body art being a issue
2) I'm actually working on putting on lean mass right now....all while running a legit 10 miles a day....i'm just eating my ass off right now and i'm not getting fat at all really....and honestly, I really don't care if i have a 18 pack as opposed to a 6 pack anymore. I just want to enjoy training, maybe go back to jiu jitsu and just enjoying life
it's like night and day
the ultimate irony for me was that all the things I used to do that I thought would make me happy just made me more miserable
now, i'm doing the opposite of what I did in the past and i'm 1000 percent more happy