Take caffeine to wake up and work, take steroids to feel powerful and get bigger muscles, take anti depressants when you cant deal with your past or tough relationships with loved ones, take energizing drinks and beers to socialize, smoke to calm yourself, take cialis/viagra pills to fuck, take sleep pills to sleep... Get a lipo, a rinhoplasty, a boob job, inject collagen when you re getting old...
I want to be young forever, to care only about myself forever, i dont want to die ! and face the truth.
Definitely, abandonning God , having no faith made a lot of people rich.