I am weak I kow that like others said. But I need to take a turn for the good regardless. You guys making me see that. Uberbulshitma was confusig my emotionas at first.
but no one deserve to be with someoe who keeps lying cheating n head games. That'd pt the child through a amazing life !
regardless I am gonna be strong n I won't be with her. If kids mie its def not. Ill try n take her n raise her. It'll be the right thing but I kow she won't be.
and long as I stay strong enuff to get rid of the bitch here. I wot be settingmysef up for depressed life forever.
keep this to keep readin all good post. Ya its not me to leave. But is that healthy to stay depressed forever like I was log time when she firstdid it. Nope I'm weak need to change . Its easier on paper like sone said but its also not healthy mentally on paper n you all r right. I must go. Must!
Dude,you sound like me years ago............I was seriously co-dependant and a failed relationship was a big trigger which made me drink myself into oblivion at times.
My depression and anxiety didn`t help either.......just became more and more pronounced.
Today,I might feel terrible,but I no longer beat myself up over anything if I can help it.
You can help yourself by being strong and doing what needs to be done in order for you to lead a decent somewhat normal existance............get out of this nightmare,regardless of the pain involved as you will get it over it in time and find someone who can make you happy.
I just opened myself up to more free anylisation by "lubeyourman" but who fucking cares?
Stay strong bro,and do what`s best for you as a person.