Because you married a woman and fathered a child, thats why. It's no coincidence that you've suffered from ED your entire life. You married a woman and are attracted to men. You really are not very self aware are you.
I am very self aware as well as committed to being the best husband and father I can be. The fact that my wife's and my marriage and love for each other has flourished for almost half a century speaks for itself.
My wife and I married each other and I fathered two wonderful children with her to be more precise. My family is happy, successful and well-adjusted....not that I am taking all the credit for that particularly. However, my wife and my children did have the benefit of a relatively stable environment growing up. Perhaps this has something to do with why they too have long, happy and successful marriages.
As it turns out, my issue with ED, which I actually thought for many years were the result of my being bisexual, is organic in that I have suffered hypogonadism all of my adult life as a result of an illness when I was a kid. All the more reason that I feel very lucky to have been able to father children at all.
There are some folks here on Getbig that could really benefit from getting their heads out of their asses.