im actually going to try aa short run of it in a week or two. a buddy was kind enough to give my ass some charity. i really dont have the funds to buy any myself. i barely come up with enough money to get myself aas. i dont work consistantly and when i do i spend most of my money going out to dinner with my gf, spending the night in hotels so we can sleep together since we both live with our parents, gas to go visit her since she lives 25 miles away.. shit like that. i find odd jobs and shit to pay for gear. im starting up a business program in march, and im going to get some student loans. im thinking about investing a bit of that money into some GH, but unless i can get a cosigner i wont be able to get anything but the federal stafford loan, which wont even cover the full cost of tuition. so we will see. its not entirely just that im lazy, i have some kind of physiological issue going on, if i dont get 10-12 hours of sleep i cant function properly, am only good for a few hours of work. and even getting out of bed after 12 hours of sleep is fucking chore. my body and mind both struggle against me, i have to fight from falling back asleep, getting my mind right.. not even able to think properly for about 15 minutes. i got prescribed some wellbutrin and prozac, both ssri's (anti depressants).. me and my doc think my energy and depression issues are caused by my past ecsacy abuse causing a lack of serotonergenic neurons... but the pills arent working at all for my energy issues, and only mildy increase my mood , but with some negative effects as well... blah.. now you know why im a broke fuck..