bro you def DO NOT need the GH to do your show. yes there will be a lot of big dudes at the NYC metro, but as long as your other shit is accurately dosed and legit you should be fine.
the most important thing you need to worry about is your diet, water, sodium, cardio 10 days out. those are the only things you should concern yourself w/. if you fuck those things up you wont be able to dial in properly. dont sweat the G though, its beyond your control at this point anyway, so focus on the things you still have control over and make something positive happen.
thank you. that means a lot to me, because sometimes i feel like it is ALL drugs, and then i remember how fucking hard i worked to even get to this point without any gh at all.
and yeah it is nyc metro.. i never said that here, but you guessed right. there are going to be some huge guys i am going against.
the 2 things i need to really focus on at this point are:
1. choosing my weight class correctly.
2. dialing in my cardio and diet at the correct time.
at my last natural show (as stated prior, i was basically a natural- only doing halodrol, and i still beat all of the tren ace abusers) i won, but i went on stage at 184 and I was skin and bones. i mean i was fucking diced up. the pictures of me from that day are going to be with me for my entire lifetime, because even though i was small, i was in the best condition of my life. i used clen and a diuretic before the show to achieve this, and went keto for 3 weeks and did 40 minutes of cardio every day in that time.
i need to nail this condition again, but learn to do it with my new size. when i was "natural" i was walking around at my heaviest around 205, but i was still very conditioned. most people truly thought i was already on tren. but i did around 6 cycles of halodrol in those two years only, because i was not on the boards at that time and i had NO outside knowledge from my little circle of friends, and at the time we all loved halodrol and superdrol, although i had never done superdrol. in high school i did ONE cycle of british dragon tren enanthate, the shit that was $220 dollars a vial at the time. however, steroids were hard to come by in my living situation (extremely sharp parents... father with history of androgen use and knows all the sides..). pill however, i could hide. my dad actually caught me with the tren E, and that was the end of that cycle. he ripped my room apart after asking me to my face if i was injecting gear, and after i lied to him, he told me that he knew i was lying and that nobody gets that big that quickly without androgens.
it was the day after this natural show that i really started injecting hormones regularly. i actually bought some tren ace off of the guy who took 6th place lol.
the irony in that last sentence is exactly my point. It is NOT ALL DRUGS. I beat the dude on tren ace when i was on HALODROL.
thank you big sport. i needed that reminder.
ps sorry for the life story lol. i just started my tren/masteron/test and i am feeling full of raw energy lol.