I'm still a newbie in a sense. My first run was with test C only. Great way to pop your cherry. Really put all the media hype and bullshit to rest that you hear about testosterone. I like the feeling it gives you. More daring/confident. Muscles heal fast as hell. Worst sides were bacne, loss of appetite?(weird one, don't ask me why), and this weird kind of anxiety/exhilaration feeling. I'm assuming because it was such a new thing to my system. As time passed I threw in a couple of other things down the road and that's when I realized how certain types of gear work synergistically with eachother. With the combo I'm running now my appetite is through the roof, I crave that anxiety/exhilaration feeling that I get now. All I can think about is my next workout(and vagina). And the way I have spread out my injections I might get one zit on my back once a week. Not to beat a dead horse but if I only had the $ and connect for legit GH my dear lord the possibilities. The only thing I hate is trying to keep your estrogen under control. Ai's play hell on my libido. I am adding masteron and trying a few supplements recommended by one of the getbiggers. So we will see. Oh, and my favorite. If you've ever seen office space, gear has turned me into Peter at work. I just don't give a fuck. Especially with the inner office politics and drama. When anyone that I cant stand starts to talk to me at work its like they're talking to a blank wall. And then in the middle of their rant I just sigh and walk away. Don't even say a word. Now I'm just left completely alone. And I took it a step further and grew a full beard. No one will say shit now. Now I look like the transition period from caveman to modern man lol.
Back on point. My buddy is wanting to dabble and I told him to just start with test first. Like a test drive(no pun). He's the typical guy who heard or read something negative from the media about roid rage, the same media that demonizes weed, but drink yourself to death cuz that's legal media. It was like trying to tell a chick that if they lift weights they're not going to get huge overnight(god I'm sick of that conversation).
I went from pinning twice a week to everyday, sometimes twice a day. But remember like the Vets on here say: 'once you start down the path of the darkside, it sucks you in deeper and deeper and you will never want to come off'. I can see why now. Esp when people(mainly females) start commenting on the fact you look in shape, that shit is intoxicating. Actually I enjoy coming off and becoming a normal human again. It's just hell waiting for your body to regain homeostasis. I can't do clomid/pct. I lasted a week on that shit. It takes awhile to get back to being you. I'm way more laid back and mellow. Alot more social at work. Just hate going around big crowds socially. Driving around assholes is easier. Juicing? The only thing that gets me is driving. That's where I'm gonna get into trouble. I road rage bad. Outside of my vehicle I'm totally fine. I'm possibly thinking of the Superman/Clark Kent cycling. 6 months on, 6 months off. Staying on for life is tempting though. But 15-20 yrs straight? Maybe moderate dose test and hgh if it becomes more abundant and affordable, then maybe. But full on blast and cruising forever? IDK man.
Oh P.S. this is a trensomnia post. I woke up wide awake at 330am AZ time in a pool of sweat, did my A.M. inject, took my ECA, Gagged down a shake, Now I'm gonna train legs. How sick is that?
