Let's put it this way, if a god does exist, if I meet him/her/it, I will be sure to spit in its face. Pure piece of shit "creator".
And for what it's worth, I was raised in a religious context. Gave it my all. But my intelligence and strength cured me of the foolishness.
Each passing year since becoming UNborn I feel ever more free and peaceful ... and humble in my existence. I also treat people better and feel more empathy because of our shared pain and ultimate demise.
It isn't negative this feeling, but rather enlightening and in awe of our universe and its endless mystery.