lol i know how it feels, they are all fine they can discuss it and show some interest until they see some vials and needles and shit happens
btw what kind of cycles did you run back than when you were modeling?
I was all about prop and clen and I used a lot of arimidex back then for some odd reason. I also used tren. The truth is I had no concept of how to use hormones properly, but I knew how to train and eat and manipulate water quickly. So I was an incredibly lean 210-215 in those days and I only touched real gh once in that period .
Diuretic abuse to the max. Lots of amphetamine also. I, and everyone else in that industry, was not living healthy..
This is why guys like zyzz die. He is not big. But he walked Around under 6 percent all year and he abuse clen and diuretics. This will kill u.
His brother on other hand is a monster now. he is the definition of what gj15 refers to when he says "5'10" and 200 lbs is HUGE if 5 percent.