its sucked bro, fortuantely i sacked up and quit that shit. i went to my doctor and told her that i needed helped, cried like a little bitch....got on paxil for depression and it was literally like a light switch. 99% drug/booze free for years.
but after being on GB for 5 years, Im thinking about hitting it again
Lol, sometimes it seems to help me just to talk about it, to remember how bad addiction was.
I had a way worse time with Heroin and Meth than I ever did with booze, thank god, but it seems like if I dont keep the memory fresh of how horrible it was, I start to forget the bad and remember the fun.
Which is no good.