Every extremely attractive chick knows she can have ANY guy ANY time she wants....
and here your insecurities come out.
you think hot girls can have any guy they want because you would get with any girl you could, you think every other guy is as pathetic as you, but you do not realize that alot of guys actually have shit going for them, good jobs, doing well with education, good personalities ect in your eyes the only thing that girls care about is how much "legit kigtropin" you are saturated with and when you dont have that you start panicking, you don't think for a second that she is just playing with you and you look like some sort of monkey in her eyes, you're just a tool for her to make her feel better for she has tamed the ape, in case the 130 lb skater abandons her. Girls are not as stupid as you think, they see riht through the facade you put up.
I suggest getting your life on track and getting an education so that you have a real career when you are 30 flirty and thriving and can pull a just as good women, right now you are not fit to be a father or have a women in your life, because you are an insecure child acting like ur 14, how r u gonna raise a family ? and take care of a wife ? what
you gonna saturate them with kigtropin ?
Just see a psychologist, seriously u need it
PS: how is your relationship with your dad ? (be honest)