Its Filipina dude not phillippina! But in all seriousness if you are happy then good for you. I should not be the one judging you for finding the woman that makes you happy. I'm not too close to 62 but I may do the same when that day rolls around. 
.. I was banging a gorgeous 19 year right before I met my wife, so I am not desperate; but with the lack of moral compass of so many American girls nowadays - a GOOD foreign girl is something you might think about.. You'll get your haters but fuck em'
Never mind a mentally fucked up fitness type? Hell no! The last thing I want is someone like me, another bodybuilder and 'Get bigger' - haha .. They are good for banging that's it
I was at the right place at the right time when I met my wife.. Mine is an angel.. She had never had a boyfriend at all before me; just church and school.. Iv'e never been happier