You're a pussycat Stark who did you ever go "loco" on apart from the neighbourhood drunk
I have unfortunately a extremely violent past, largely based around my frustration with me and how I have come to learn to accept people, It got to a point were I either spend serious time in prison or get my shit together.
I didn't change myself, I had people helping me, story of my life is
I always had people believe and help me, most of them I disappoint one way or another
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You've got to learn and understand that you cannot change the person you are, you can bottle it up and learn to deal with it in a way that doesn't make you look and act like a c
unt but like a drug addict you are never clean and the little black poison dwarf the one that wants you to life out your aggressions will always be part of you.
Pro tip: don't move away, but actually start getting your shit together man up stop complaining and blaming everybody around you and the world but look at yourself.