Sorry for your loss wiggs , I went through this with my grandmother as a teen then my dad in my early twenties, it seems that side of my family suffers severe problems with depression. I was lucky enough to take after my mom's side so I'm pretty much emotionally bullet proof. Looking back on both situations I feel like they both took a cowards way out, but I've never had to live a day in there shoes so aside from my comments on this anonymous board I'll try not to judge, my condolences to you friend.