i had a Model Mayhem profile....in my description I had (dumbly--if that's a word) mention that I did strip
a guy asked me if I was interested in being on a start up website that would give gay men a first person view of lap dance and then finish off by beating off....
the guy gave me a great rate to meet me in the big city near me....
anyway, i showed up to the hotel and of course I was stoned and wasn't very hungry so I didn't eat...I weighed like 160 pounds....I was fucking shredded but like Iggy pop shreded...it was "attractive" but not healthy
I preface this because when you are that point you CAN'T GET HARD!!!
back to the story... i go to the room....camera guy was there...the guy who offered me the job was there...I started performing...I COULDN"T GET HARD....
Long story short after alot of attempts I still couldn't get hard (even with two levitras in me) so the "producer" (who was totally cool about it) sent the camera guy home....I apologized to the producer with the whole " i didn't know how this could happen" thing
"you want me to suck on it- maybe that will work?"
now- I already had that money spent in my head--it was gonna go towards rent and a nice pair of Diesel jeans (#FirstWorlder) so I was like "i'm not gonna get paid for the shoot but maybe he'll pay me for blowing me".....
"yeah sure" i said
...it was all teeth (sorry guys) and i got even limper (damn you heterosexuality)
"i can't do this- sorry"
producer offered me 300 bucks for my troubles....I didn't take it
WTF?
What made me laugh about this was I didn't realize that che was just quoting a story I told on reddit...for a second I thought he too became a drug addicted wannabe male model who got tricked into escorting
btw----you all accused me of doing g4p for the longest time.........well you know if it looks like a duck and quacks like a duck and walks like a duck than it is probably a duck
come on guys----it shouldn't be a shock I did some the things I did...however in my defense I did have a "drug addiction" at the time
I put "drug addiction" in quotes because that's what I called it.....but then I met REAL ADDICTS and I realized that I was nothing compared to them.....I was a rookie
long story short- yes- i've done g4p (or not pay as in that story however I did do other things that need not be mentioned)
i never blew a guy, or got fucked in the ass or fucked a guy in the ass or gave a guy a handy....alot of jerking off though (EDIT: "alot of jerking off though" as in I did alot of jerking off in front of dudes who paid to watch me "finish"........oww my soul )
