I got beat up by a couple cops pretty bad to the point where I was real bloody all over and when they brought me to the hospital I told me they might wanna check me for HIV since they probably got my blood all over themselves. Right now , better than ever, to all the above. 
What the fuck are you doing with your life, bro???
I feel very bad for you, T. You were always a bit of a crazy cat and I never tried to hold anything against you. You usually learn from your wacky experimentation, but this is pretty serious. You can live a long and healthy life if you start making the right choices now.
Forget about God. That won't really help. I've seen many people pass away from terminal illnesses and that'll just give you a bit of false comfort at first. You're much too smart for that, so don't invest any time into praying to deities. You'll soon realize how foolish it is and will be dropped on your ass mentally. Keep your head screwed on straight, take charge of things and stay on the straight and narrow. Don't gamble with your life, bro. You're so young and there's lots of awesome stuff you can look forward to.
Sincerely wishing you the best, man. If you're feeling down and want to send a PM to someone who won't judge or post it like the rest of these p*ssies here, you can always fire me one. Take care of yourself, man.