yeah your pretty obsessed with this arnt you, someone I know next to nothing about besides your an atheist Jewish hypochondriac
I would rather be sponsored some money from a kind person who had no strings attached besides winding me up on getbig, and who could afford it, rather than ask relatives for a loan, asking for a loan for bodybuilding is not something I do.
Um, I am not Jewish. I was baptized in a Catholic Church and I made my communion in a Catholic church.
"When you have hypochondria, you become obsessed with the idea that you have a serious or life-threatening disease that hasn't been diagnosed yet. This causes significant anxiety that goes on for months or longer, even though there's no clear medical evidence that you have a serious health problem. Hypochondria is also called hypochondriasis."
That is not me at all. I do not think I have a serious or life-threatening illness. I eat healthy and stay fit because I want to be active and healthy in my old age and live a long life and productive so that I may flourish in my career and life.
Need money for bodybuilding, huh? Rough times, huh?

Shady past, taking money from strangers on the internet, supporting ISIS. You are one odd individual.