it's so hard for you to admit what you believe.
I believe in a creator, a God that I pray to daily.
Like Huck, I believe the Bible is an amazing book which should guide our lives. but like Huck, I don't believe everything in there is literally true. Times, dates, ages, many things were examples to make a point, and not to be taken literally.
Some, like Carson, take it as FACT and just may legislate according to it. To do so, one must abandon a whole lot of science.
If one cannot admit a rock is 7000+ years old, there's a reality problem there.
ANd you seem to share that problem. You've spent almost an hour rewriting all sorts of things about me from a decade ago... but you refuse to even answer what you believe.
There are much bigger directions we could do in with your fear to admit what you believe, but I don't need to do that.