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I lack all emotions
« on: April 18, 2016, 07:01:51 AM »
No, I'm not a psychopath but I've been taking Citalopram for a few years now.  I had serious anxiety issues and the dr. prescribed it to me a few years back.  Since then I lack all emotions.  I am basically just bored most of the time.  If something makes me angry, I'll get to the point where I might snap and in an instant I calm right back to normal.  A friend of mine I hadn't seen for years was hanging out and some asshole was causing trouble.  he saw I was getting mad but then calmed right down and he asked me "how did you not snap?"  He was shocked at how quickly I just went back to "normal".  I rarely get excited anymore.  Nothing excites me.  I never get sad no matter what and I'm rarely happy.  I am just sort of numb to the world.  One side effect is the tip of my cock gets numb.  Makes it so hard to cum sometimes.  Can just fuck until I'm exhausted and I just stop.  When I do cum I feel the sensation of it then it's just blech. Sort of goes away.

I want to stop taking this shit but my doctor thinks I should stay on it since my BP has been excellent and I've been sleeping better.

Any of you guys take this shit?

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #1 on: April 18, 2016, 07:05:53 AM »
this is why i still to this day haven't used any prescription drug for depression or whatever, because that will be the result in the end. have a nice rest of your life as a zombie, wish u dealt ur emotions without any help of drugs now, huh?

my depression always goes away when i eat a lot of food and workout, but my mood goes from zero to hundred and minus hundred every day and has for years.

just a small trick you should try since your brain is fucked, stop jerking off. usually that will make your erections harder and makes you more motivated to do stuff. if not, then continue this path of shit and accept your faith as a zombie

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #2 on: April 18, 2016, 07:24:12 AM »
No, I'm not a psychopath but I've been taking Citalopram for a few years now.  I had serious anxiety issues and the dr. prescribed it to me a few years back.  Since then I lack all emotions.  I am basically just bored most of the time.  If something makes me angry, I'll get to the point where I might snap and in an instant I calm right back to normal.  A friend of mine I hadn't seen for years was hanging out and some asshole was causing trouble.  he saw I was getting mad but then calmed right down and he asked me "how did you not snap?"  He was shocked at how quickly I just went back to "normal".  I rarely get excited anymore.  Nothing excites me.  I never get sad no matter what and I'm rarely happy.  I am just sort of numb to the world.  One side effect is the tip of my cock gets numb.  Makes it so hard to cum sometimes.  Can just fuck until I'm exhausted and I just stop.  When I do cum I feel the sensation of it then it's just blech. Sort of goes away.

I want to stop taking this shit but my doctor thinks I should stay on it since my BP has been excellent and I've been sleeping better.

Any of you guys take this shit?
ask him to switch you to Clonazepam.
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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #3 on: April 18, 2016, 07:25:43 AM »
Mr. Roboto, Diablo Blanco
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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #4 on: April 18, 2016, 07:34:10 AM »
I've probably been through and seen more 'shit' than most GetBiggers but have never had the need to take anything stronger than an aspirin.

But I have noticed that a good number of the 'younger generation' are somewhat dependant on some type of prescription drugs.

Can anyone with 'smarts' make an attempt at explaining that to me?

And .... Call me 'stupid' but I just recently discovered that marijauna is now legal within the state of Nevada.

Having lived throughout the years of the marijauna craze and the incarceration of those who 'partook' of the illegal substance, I find it interesting that the 'situation' has changed completely and that its use has become legal for one and all ...... as long as you get a doctor's prescription which will set  you back approximately $300 ... So I have been told. And purchase it from a legal source.

How many GetBiggers take advantage of this present situation?



 

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #5 on: April 18, 2016, 07:34:17 AM »
ask him to switch you to Clonazepam.

Are you trying to kill me?

Can cause paranoid or suicidal ideation and impair memory, judgment, and coordination. Combining with other substances, particularly alcohol, can slow breathing and possibly lead to death.

Is this something you tried?

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #6 on: April 18, 2016, 07:58:03 AM »
How severe is your anxiety when you do not take it?
I have taken it for many years and, during that time, it totally had killed off a part of me. Stopped taking it and never looked back... but it can be difficult to adjust to your normal self.
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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #7 on: April 18, 2016, 07:58:51 AM »
Should be dead by year end.

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #8 on: April 18, 2016, 08:00:39 AM »
How severe is your anxiety when you do not take it?
I have taken it for many years and, during that time, it totally had killed off a part of me. Stopped taking it and never looked back... but it can be difficult to adjust to your normal self.

It was pretty bad.  I wasn't handling it well.  BP was through the roof, sleeping was awful which made me more stressed.  I've heard horror stories about coming off.  Going cold turkey is a no-no, heard I can taper off.  I need to talk to my DR. to make sure I don't end up fucking myself up.

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #9 on: April 18, 2016, 08:03:22 AM »
Should be dead by year end.

HTH

Lol, I should have been dead years ago.  My BP hit 230/120.  Went to ER and the nurse about passed out when they saw my BP.  She was shocked at how the fucked I was still standing/breathing and managed to drive myself to the hospital.

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #10 on: April 18, 2016, 08:06:37 AM »
we all should have been dead years ago


we are ALL "dinosaur food".....I think we were all supposed to live to be 35 years old (women have a shorter lifespan because giving birth takes YEARS off your life)

so, we should have all been dead years ago.  The dinosaurs dying, better healthcare and the fact that we have a social contract that looks down on killing each other has kept us alive longer than we should be

we all have "survivors remorse" which is why we're all going crazy


don't have "survivors remorse".....try and find something fullfilling.....


or just jerk off a lot....if you do this then you'll be so tired that you won't have the energy to be miserable

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #11 on: April 18, 2016, 08:09:54 AM »
we all should have been dead years ago


we are ALL "dinosaur food".....I think we were all supposed to live to be 35 years old (women have a shorter lifespan because giving birth takes YEARS off your life)

so, we should have all been dead years ago.  The dinosaurs dying, better healthcare and the fact that we have a social contract that looks down on killing each other has kept us alive longer than we should be

we all have "survivors remorse" which is why we're all going crazy


don't have "survivors remorse".....try and find something fullfilling.....


or just jerk off a lot....if you do this then you'll be so tired that you won't have the energy to be miserable

i agree with everything else except jerking off a lot. when i jerk off a lot i feel like diablo now. when i don't, i become more spontanteous and energetic overall. it's difficult to keep that up tho, the temptation is too great sometimes

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #12 on: April 18, 2016, 08:10:18 AM »
It was pretty bad.  I wasn't handling it well.  BP was through the roof, sleeping was awful which made me more stressed.  I've heard horror stories about coming off.  Going cold turkey is a no-no, heard I can taper off.  I need to talk to my DR. to make sure I don't end up fucking myself up.

Is your doctor a real specialist or just a scammer?
The chance that you are dealing with a person that is truly interested in a positive development of your situation is prett slim to non existent UNLESS the person takes on a holistic approach.
It might help if you monitor your breathing throughout the day. Keep an eye on how it changes as different situations arise.
There's a high chance that you are tense 24/7 without noticing it anymore.
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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #13 on: April 18, 2016, 08:11:43 AM »
i agree with everything else except jerking off a lot. when i jerk off a lot i feel like diablo now. when i don't, i become more spontanteous and energetic overall. it's difficult to keep that up tho, the temptation is too great sometimes

lol....I was being somewhat facetious with the jerking off thing haha

I don't do any internet porn and my spank bank is legit depleted so I rarely beat off anymore....maybe once a week

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #14 on: April 18, 2016, 08:17:41 AM »
lol....I was being somewhat facetious with the jerking off thing haha

I don't do any internet porn and my spank bank is legit depleted so I rarely beat off anymore....maybe once a week

Who needs internet porn to get turned on.  With chicks today draped in spandex 24/7 I am a walking hard on.  I can't go anywhere without seeing a chick in black spandex pants.  Pussy just sitting there and ass all tightly held up.

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #15 on: April 18, 2016, 08:20:48 AM »
Who needs internet porn to get turned on.  With chicks today draped in spandex 24/7 I am a walking hard on.  I can't go anywhere without seeing a chick in black spandex pants.  Pussy just sitting there and ass all tightly held up.

a lot of ugly girls live in my area

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #16 on: April 18, 2016, 08:35:47 AM »
Who needs internet porn to get turned on.  With chicks today draped in spandex 24/7 I am a walking hard on.  I can't go anywhere without seeing a chick in black spandex pants.  Pussy just sitting there and ass all tightly held up.

ur a walking hard on now? i thought u lacked all emotions, and it's hard for you to cum, and now ur a walking hard on just from seeing hot chicks, right

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #17 on: April 18, 2016, 08:46:55 AM »
ur a walking hard on now? i thought u lacked all emotions, and it's hard for you to cum, and now ur a walking hard on just from seeing hot chicks, right

My dick still works.  Just takes me forever to cum and when I do it's not as euphoric as it used to be.  Citalopram numbs your extremities.  Finger tips, toes and the tip of the cock.

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #18 on: April 18, 2016, 08:52:49 AM »
My dick still works.  Just takes me forever to cum and when I do it's not as euphoric as it used to be.  Citalopram numbs your extremities.  Finger tips, toes and the tip of the cock.

usually penis has to cooperate with the emotions in the brain for it to get hard, so that's why what you said didn't make sense to me

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #19 on: April 18, 2016, 08:55:39 AM »
I'm the same while on them, been on and off for a few years, everything feels so lifeless while on.

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #20 on: April 18, 2016, 08:56:58 AM »
Are you trying to kill me?

Can cause paranoid or suicidal ideation and impair memory, judgment, and coordination. Combining with other substances, particularly alcohol, can slow breathing and possibly lead to death.

Is this something you tried?
lol naw. I was taking Citalopram in college, until my dick started to lack sensation. I was lasting to the point of being tired, not fun. Switched to Clonazepam, works very will, and everything is great. Clonazepam is a control substance, so like everything, it is only bad if abused. Fucking junkies ruin everything.  >:(
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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #21 on: April 18, 2016, 08:59:10 AM »
usually penis has to cooperate with the emotions in the brain for it to get hard, so that's why what you said didn't make sense to me
Citalopram causes you to lack feeling in your dick. Think of it like wearing 2 condoms at the same time.
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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #22 on: April 18, 2016, 09:02:55 AM »
Citalopram causes you to lack feeling in your dick. Think of it like wearing 2 condoms at the same time.

The worst is when you feel like cumming and it goes away so you continue pumping and then it comes back and goes away until you're just like fuck it and pull out.  At least the chick is satisfied.  Couple this while on Tren and you have a raging hard on that just won't go down.

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #23 on: April 18, 2016, 09:17:57 AM »
diablo... if you stopped taking every anabolic, like to the wall, stop, boom. do you think you would feel considerably worse?

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Re: I lack all emotions
« Reply #24 on: April 18, 2016, 09:19:12 AM »
Drugs are bad...m'kay.
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