this is why i still to this day haven't used any prescription drug for depression or whatever, because that will be the result in the end. have a nice rest of your life as a zombie, wish u dealt ur emotions without any help of drugs now, huh?
my depression always goes away when i eat a lot of food and workout, but my mood goes from zero to hundred and minus hundred every day and has for years.
just a small trick you should try since your brain is fucked, stop jerking off. usually that will make your erections harder and makes you more motivated to do stuff. if not, then continue this path of shit and accept your faith as a zombie