Here it is from his Facebook....

this guy is a loser's loser
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Man I can't tell you how many times a day I hear "you're too old to be working the clubs. You should personal train people". And " you're too old to be working all of those hours".
I appreciate the gesture behind what people are sayin but...... here's the thing. I love the gym. The gym is MINE!!! I have trained people all my life. It's not my thing anymore. If you've followed me for even a short period of time then you know I don't live for the future. All I want out of life is to be happy and smile every fucking day!!!!! I don't have a 401k. I don't have investments. I live paycheck to paycheck.
So with that being said...and knowing age is irrelevant to me think about this. I don't give a FUCK that I have a pro card or magazine covers or any past accolades. I have lost my wife, my kids and every material possession I ever had. I'm not gonna dwell on that. What it is is what it is.
But seriously look at my post lately. I'm no longer talking about putting a bullet in my head. I fought like a Viking to get through those times. Now I'm making that paper in the day then at night I go to the clubs and work. Music, girls, my homeboys, a bit of rowdiness here and there.
My life is the shit right now because I busted my ass through the hard times to make it the shit. I'm gonna enjoy my happiness while I have it. Life is constantly changing. Take every moment for what it is. That's just me. It's my choice to be me. It always has been and always will be.