I'm having a blast. The hardest part of my life at the moment is trying to decide where to travel next. Because of our 2 11 year old Yorkies, it's not always easy. I love em, but damn.. they can be more hindering than children when you're wanting to travel and the wife thinks they are children. At 55 my medical issues are minor. Lower back pain if standing too long, that's about it. I have testosterone pellets every 3. 5 months that keep me around 900 and a years supply of Cialis. LIfe is good. BUT... 20 or 30 years from now, if I'm fortunate enough to dodge cancer and buses, if my quality of life isn't where I want to be, and I am a burden to others, I have no problem ending it. No one gets out alive.. getting out on your own terms.. that's the best we can hope for.