CK levels Sunday were 15,575!

[Taffin]

I have replaced the gif to suit your taste.

How do you know what you are going to see?
Fuck me mate, someone posted a pic of guy with a cock up his arse last week FFS

Nothings safe on here.

Much better.  Thank you. 

[ESFitness]

Once again, Jeffrey the autistic adult, fucks up another thread.

[The Wizard of Truth]

You'd wanna mind yourself man, all this health shit is gonna take a permanent toll sooner rather than later.

[oldtimer1]

If I was you I would cut out absolutely all drugs including prescription drugs out. I would never look back on bodybuilding. Take up running/biking/swimming and do some body weight exercises. At this rate you will be dead in a few short years. Think about your life choices before you self implode.

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Once again, Jeffrey the autistic adult, fucks up another thread.

a thread about a self harming deadbeat piece of shit cant be fucked up any more than it already is.

If you want to see your kids grow up and be a grandparent then wise the fuck up , drugs are not for you.

[ESFitness]

a thread about a self harming deadbeat piece of shit cant be fucked up any more than it already is.

If you want to see your kids grow up and be a grandparent then wise the fuck up , drugs are not for you.

There you go with the "self harming" bullshit. So injecting B12 is self harm now? Seems whatever fits your narrative about me.considering I've been "off" for well over a year, barely even z couple HRT shots... But that doesn't fit your little lies and misquotes of me.
. and you're too dumb to realize people can see straight through it.

Pathetic little autistic boy.

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There you go with the "self harming" bullshit. So injecting B12 is self harm now? Seems whatever fits your narrative about me.considering I've been "off" for well over a year, barely even z couple HRT shots... But that doesn't fit your little lies and misquotes of me.
. and you're too dumb to realize people can see straight through it.

Pathetic little autistic boy.

drink driving conviction November 2017, the latest of many...

Stop telling lies.....

[calfzilla]

drink driving conviction November 2017, the latest of many...

Stop telling lies.....

I don't see how they gave him a DUI from only doing two shots. He would certainly be under the legal limit of .08.

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I don't see how they gave him a DUI from only doing two shots. He would certainly be under the legal limit of .08.

not if it was his own bathtub brew....

Guy wears an ankle tag to detect alcohol, would he be wearing one of those if he could be trusted.

[ESFitness]

I don't see how they gave him a DUI from only doing two shots. He would certainly be under the legal limit of .08.

I was in the car at a stoplight, so obviously I had no way of.measuring.. But it was the smallest bottle they had (like $3.68 or something) & I waited and was contemplating even drinking it, but rationalized it thinking vodka would be a bastard I later and work in conjunction with the aspirin.. obviously wasn't exactly thinking clearly and was in a panic thinking I was having a heart attack.. But about 10mins from the hospital I unscrewed the cap a d chug chug chug with chasers of water in between. The aspirin I took a handful of in the parking lot of CVS before I even left, the booze I waited... And was almost 1.5hrs till they did a PBT. I said "I'd rather not" do the pbt to the officer when he asked on the side of the road, knowing id JUST drank the vodka maybe 2mins earlier and would likely blow hot from residual in my mouth. So after 1.5hrs all the vodka had had time to absorb.

[ESFitness]

not if it was his own bathtub brew....

Guy wears an ankle tag to detect alcohol, would he be wearing one of those if he could be trusted.

There you go talkin about things you know absolutely nothing about... Again. EVERYBODY gets an ankle monitor now, even for first time DUIs. You autistic dunce. Not a day goes by you don't comment and make statements about things you know absolutely nothing about.

DUI's are a cash-cow for the county/city/state. Little old lady in front of me at one of my court dates was convicted of her first DUI at .09 and ordered to have the bracelet for 6 months. And the daily fee schedule is on a sliding scale, so she was going to be likely paying the maximum 52 or $56 per day to have the bracelet on for those 6 months, plus an initial $240 r"egistration fee", plus a $15 twice weekly fee to travel to the probation office to upload data, + 18 months of alcohol education class (this is a lady in her 60s mind you) with $170 registration fee plus bi- weekly classes that cost $31 each.

This was a lady in her 60s who got pulled over after having wine with her "girlfriends" at noon brunch at The River.

[calfzilla]

I was in the car at a stoplight, so obviously I had no way of.measuring.. But it was the smallest bottle they had (like $3.68 or something) & I waited and was contemplating even drinking it, but rationalized it thinking vodka would be a bastard I later and work in conjunction with the aspirin.. obviously wasn't exactly thinking clearly and was in a panic thinking I was having a heart attack.. But about 10mins from the hospital I unscrewed the cap a d chug chug chug with chasers of water in between. The aspirin I took a handful of in the parking lot of CVS before I even left, the booze I waited... And was almost 1.5hrs till they did a PBT. I said "I'd rather not" do the pbt to the officer when he asked on the side of the road, knowing id JUST drank the vodka maybe 2mins earlier and would likely blow hot from residual in my mouth. So after 1.5hrs all the vodka had had time to absorb.

Why were you drinking in the midst of the panic attack?

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There you go talkin about things you know absolutely nothing about... Again. EVERYBODY gets an ankle monitor now, even for first time DUIs. You autistic dunce. Not a day goes by you don't comment and make statements about things you know absolutely nothing about.

You sure about that?

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I was in the car at a stoplight, so obviously I had no way of.measuring.. But it was the smallest bottle they had (like $3.68 or something) & I waited and was contemplating even drinking it, but rationalized it thinking vodka would be a bastard I later and work in conjunction with the aspirin.. obviously wasn't exactly thinking clearly and was in a panic thinking I was having a heart attack.. But about 10mins from the hospital I unscrewed the cap a d chug chug chug with chasers of water in between. The aspirin I took a handful of in the parking lot of CVS before I even left, the booze I waited... And was almost 1.5hrs till they did a PBT. I said "I'd rather not" do the pbt to the officer when he asked on the side of the road, knowing id JUST drank the vodka maybe 2mins earlier and would likely blow hot from residual in my mouth. So after 1.5hrs all the vodka had had time to absorb.

and he tries to even rationalise this fucking idiotic behaviour as something a normal person would do?


You are an irresponsible piece of shit.

Fucks sake, you are going to end up killing someone before yourself.

Fucking disgraceful...

[ESFitness]

and he tries to even rationalise this fucking idiotic behaviour as something a normal person would do?


You are an irresponsible piece of shit.

Fucks sake, you are going to end up killing someone before yourself.

Fucking disgraceful...

Once again, post where I said that.

You're too dumb to realize people see right through your misquoted of me to fit your agenda.

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rationalize
ˈ
1.attempt to explain or justify (behaviour or an attitude) with logical reasons, even if these are not appropriate.

jeez, put the crack pipe down for 5 minutes..

[chess315]

I do agree with efs the dui charges are currently fucking ridiculous I've had about 5-6 in the last 22 yrs never really got anything that serious I can remember

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I do agree with efs the dui charges are currently fucking ridiculous I've had about 5-6 in the last 22 yrs never really got anything that serious I can remember

thats because the drink has fucked your brain...

[deadz]

I'll try to make this brief as I'm a little pressed for time at the moment.

Friday at noon was feeling fine then, maybe within a couple hours after started feeling a little loopy and dozed off sitting lengthwise on my couch and caught myself dozing off with my head going back so caught myself and my head Snapback forward, however that didn't quite wake me up in off and it happened again. So when I went to stand up off the couch I noticed my legs and my knees or super freaking sore. Unusually sore like I have been doing a hundred freaking sets of hip thrusts with 315 on my waist or something. Not to mention my neck was super freaking sore from the base of my skull down through my shoulders, which is still super freaking sore for whatever reason and that progressively got worse and moves down throughout my entire spine and that got progressively worse and move throughout my entire body especially my glutes hams and my lower back is specially using voice text here so some s*** doesn't make sense I'm too lazy to go back and fix it at the moment.

Then like I said whole body was sore so I went to pee and sat down like a freaking woman and when I got up I noticed my pee was the color of freaking Folgers coffee so I thought that's strange well maybe I didn't check before I sat down and maybe the toilet didn't flush right last time I went and there was already p in there and it was already dark or something or whatever... I don't know. So the next time I went to pee I sat down like a f****** woman again, got up and seen God damn thing P was the color of folders f****** coffee and I was a little concerned so started to Google and what not and realized holy f*** I likely have rhabdomyolysis. I've been dealing with an infection in my shoulder which about three weeks prior maybe four weeks I really wasn't keeping track, which I had been to the ER already and they did a needle aspiration Andrew out about 10 cc's of pus and gave me a script for 7 days worth of clindamycin at my request after telling them clindamycin usually clear it up infections like that for me in the past period and went on my way...


 Well starting Saturday maybe around 6 or 8 p.m. I started taking pictures of my pee as well as pudding notes next to it on the toilet bowl stating the time and how much water I had guzzle down varying from 1L, up to 3L, up 2 a gallon up to a gallon and a half as of I believe the last picture was at 5 a.m. Sunday morning when the P was gradually getting lighter, however still dark however my body aches were not really improving and everybody urging me to go to the ER so finally Sunday I go to the ER and tell them I likely have Rhabdomyolysis as well as an infection in my shoulder.

*€* keep in mind, I have been off anabolics since I was released from the hospital back in September except for to testerone injections, which both went into my right glute. Everything else that has gone into my biceps and delts has been vitamin B12 shots because, well I won't get into the reason but I had to get rid of the B12( which I'd gotten in Cancun on vacation a while back), and for reasons I won't quite get into here was cleaning house of everything labeled, even empty bottles. Legal or not) so needless to say I had about 50 ccs of B12 water-based mind you, that went into my delts and biceps and only that one delt got and infection for whatever reason.

Anyways, I know I'm jumping around a little bit here, as I'm working on very little sleep still. Some people here know the situation and have been aware of the situation since the whole thing started back maybe around Sunday or Saturday or whenever it was, I just hadn't posted it on the boards here.

So they admitted me, and I was afraid I had the same type of infection in my delt that I had in my glute and they were going to have to slice open my Delta the same way they did my glute. However that was not the case all they did was make a little Maybe 3 mm incision and squeeze out maybe 10 mL of pus and pack it the same way they packed my spider bite on my hip from years ago. No big deal. However yesterday I finally talk to the doctor and who tells me they wanted to keep me for another two or three more days, which I said was not an option because I have obligations to take care of namely Court obligations stemming from my DUI and stuff I have to take care of because of that, especially that particular day yesterday Monday, and it was like pulling freaking teeth to get him to tell me what my CK levels were down to below 10,000 and that my kidneys were now functioning fine, and that when I first came in I was in early stage renal failure, however like I said now they are functioning fine however my BUN levels were still a little high and he said he would check in tomorrow(today, Tuesday) to see how things we're progressing. Wtf? Seeing a Dr once a day? Not acceptable as far as I was concerned.

 No onto the "new" nurse, yesterday Maureen who was getting all pissy because I hadn't filled a urine cup she had left for me which I was not aware of and I kept feeling there giant urine collector thing with a handle not knowing that urine cup was there. So she kept coming into the room every 10 to 15 minutes to give me s*** about not feeling the urine cup she had left and I kept telling her yeah sure I'll fill it you know what the fuc? So finally I feel it and she still continues to give me attitude and s*** complaining that I was eating the food that I had brought with me instead of their f****** absolute garbage breakfast and lunch they had brought me. I did eat the eggs for breakfast, however I couldn't move the bed up or even scoop my self up to a position where I could eat comfortably. I couldn't push my heels into the bed to lift my ass up to scoop myself up because it felt like there was 400 f****** pounds of plates sitting on my hips because of the rhabdo, so eating the eggs had given me a really shity case of indigestion. So I was getting bored as f*** just laying there in bed so it took every f****** ounce of strength in me 2 scoop myself up and get on my feet to go walk around carrying my IV pole like I did last time I was in the hospital. Walked once I got around to walking on my feet I was okay but getting up was the hard part obviously. Now the unit at the hospital this was a different hospital this time as I had an issue at the last hospital I was at I'll get into that at a different time,. And the floor at this particular hospital was extremely small so I decided 2 get in the elevator and go explore a little bityeah, and even go out side, which was never an issue when I was at this particular Hospital a few years back. So I come back to the floor about maybe 30 minutes later or less and the nurse comes to the room to check on me and starts talking to me about some random s*** I forget what it was and mentions if I want to go look around the hospital that's fine but let them know first however if I leave the floor that's considered leaving the hospital and that I would need to come back through the ER entrance again. Even if I were to go down to the cafeteria. Mind you I was fully clothed in street clothes still despite having only the IV pole hooked up to me, which I had done previously when I was at this hospital a couple years prior like I mentioned. I said oh oh oh okay fine
.

Oh I should also mention that when I was in the ER speaking with the doctor in the ER they had approved me for some painkillers namely morphine. A whopping 2 million mg dose of morphine which I as well as Percocet. Every 4 hours. And the ER doc happened to be a bodybuilder and was mentioning to me that he had competed back in the day and one show and had bought a bottle of Sustanon and paid like $375 for it and I laugh my ass off at the price and told him what I did and at Sustanon should cost about 60 bucks. Anyways so we had a pretty good rapport and I asked him if he could mention to the doctor I I had a pretty extremely high tolerance to opiates still and mention to him the doses I was taking when I had my surgery back in August and told him that I would gladly" Exchange"  the morphine and Percocet every 4 hours 418 mg dose of dilaudid every 6 hours and he mentioned he said he would mention it to the doctor and the doctor would likely approve it. So when it came time for my morphine dose I asked him if that was the 2 milligram dose, and he said well the vile comes in formula mg, so the other two milligrams wer'e "supposed to throw away... and I know your tolerance is pretty high, so you can take that however you like" ( kind of wink wink), so I'm pretty sure he gave me the full form of mg even though that still did pretty much nothing for me..

Anyways so I mentioned that to the Night Nurse and she said the doctor still hasn't changed anything regarding the Dilaudid yet and gave me a 2 milligram dose of morphine which like I said obviously did absolutely nothing. Fast forward to the new b***** nurse in the morning and I mention the same thing about what what the doctor was going to change about the Dilaudid and she said there's been no change at all so the morphine is what I get and I can get a Percocet if I wanted it so I said no thanks I'm 5 mg Percocet will do absolutely nothing for me.... I know I'm jumping around a little bit so when the doctor actually came in I mention to him while the nurse was actually in the room about the Dilaudid change he said yeah he had approved me for dilaudid in addition to the morphine and I said thanks but the order hadn't gone through or something I guess in the computer system. So the next time the nurse came into the room she brought in packing material to repack my shoulder and I could see the vials of Dilaudid and I told her I'm just going to have to check out because this is taking too long and I have obligations I need to take care of today and she said I thought so I have the paperwork right here. So instead of getting the Dilaudid which I had a feeling she was planning on bribing me with because she already knew I was thinking about checking out AMA... and set the bottle of"Curad packing strip" on the table. And I asked her so what do I do about my shoulder because the hole is packed. Do I come back for that or what. She says I don't care what you do.you can do whatever you want with it. you're checking out AMA so its your problem". LOL what the fuck? Haha whatever I guess I'll just Google it or something I had the same thing with the spider bite on my hip and they told me just to cut off the strips as they pushed out as it healed from the inside out. Or I'll just Google it or something I guess whatever. The dumb b****. I was f****** amazed at how rude she was since I was nothing but f****** polite to all these nurses since they were all extremely nice to me from the start when I first came in. I was surprised since I had been going to the other Hospital for the past few years because that was the hospital where all my wealthy clients went, as well as we're all the famous people went when they were in town including ex-presidents who were visiting or had retired here... but I was surprised at the great service I was receiving at this particular Hospital and was kind of disappointed I hadn't been coming to this hospital all along even though it wasn't as nice, and the food was kind of garbage compared to the other place but that's another story.

Anyways I got s*** to do I'll come back to this later

Youre a weirdo.

[ESFitness]

Youre a weirdo.

How so, moron? I mAke a post about having rhabdo? & a few people with the.emotional maturity of a 12yr old inbred Dindilu like yourself decide to mAke it 5 pages of trolling..
 And *I'm* the "weirdo"?

Look in the mirror,idiot.

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How so, moron? I mAke a post about having rhabdo? & a few people with the.emotional maturity of a 12yr old inbred Dindilu like yourself decide to mAke it 5 pages of trolling..
 And *I'm* the "weirdo"?

Look in the mirror,idiot.

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How so, moron? I mAke a post about having rhabdo? & a few people with the.emotional maturity of a 12yr old inbred Dindilu like yourself decide to mAke it 5 pages of trolling..
 And *I'm* the "weirdo"?

Look in the mirror,idiot.

With all the problems you’ve exposed about yourself on here, can you tell me what charity keeps a roof over your head? I think I read you’re a PT, I know that doesn’t keep you a float. Amazes me that people like you who hit so many roadblocks in life exist. Good on you for your perseverance but I’d imagine the stress will greatly shorten your life.

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With all the problems you’ve exposed about yourself on here, can you tell me what charity keeps a roof over your head? I think I read you’re a PT, I know that doesn’t keep you a float. Amazes me that people like you who hit so many roadblocks in life exist. Good on you for your perseverance but I’d imagine the stress will greatly shorten your life.

20k a month should keep him afloat...

[ESFitness]

20k a month should keep him afloat...

Actually at my highest it was 8-12k a month.

Thanks for trying.

280/day x30 = 8,400/month
Rent, health insurance, car I insurance, car.payment, food, gas, electric etc...about another 1800
So out of pocket was about 10,200-10,500. The rest was savings.

[ESFitness]

With all the problems you’ve exposed about yourself on here, can you tell me what charity keeps a roof over your head? I think I read you’re a PT, I know that doesn’t keep you a float. Amazes me that people like you who hit so many roadblocks in life exist. Good on you for your perseverance but I’d imagine the stress will greatly shorten your life.

What.roadblocks? You adapt and make due.