I trained today. Five supersets of straight-arm pulldowns supersetted with cable rows. Then I did two sets of slow pulldowns with not a lot of weight.
Next, I wanted 5 supersets of pec-dec and vertical bench press but only made it to 3. I think I overdid it and to be honest, I cannot get hurt right now as it would mess things up for me so I stopped.
But I was upset and then it came to me. What started me on the path to strength and a better built body: Anger and frustration.
Anger toward those that beat the crap out of me and frustration because I was too small and weak to do anything about it but get beat to a pulp or run. When I could run, I did. And I was faster than most of them, LOL! But the frustration guided me to finally begin bodybuilding and that was the key.
Anger and frustration. I never harmed anyone that hurt me when I was young and small. Humiliated? Yes.

So when it hurts me or bothers me I shall turn back the clock and turn on the anger and frustration and see if it can inspire me again.

I've got nothing to lose except the time it takes to train and my clock's already ticking away. Be well, brother and train as you see fit to stay fit.
