Thanks guys,and Tommy,you`re right I was so scared to hear this that I posted cancer but in reality I`ll find out if the nodule is malignant on Friday with a biopsy.
My intention surely wasn`t to mislead you guys I was just freaked out and I`m hoping for the best obviously...............
...not hardly afraid to admit that I was and still am literally scred shitless.
Italian Lifter my old buddy I`ll be OK no matter what bro.............I don`t give up on myself anymore like I did when I was an active drinker..........thanks my friend!
Maxx I used to be a real heavy smoker during my drinking days and it did catch up to me as I have COPD now..........if it was smokable,I probably smoked it..............except for pole smoking of course ! LOL

NO HOMO
kreator,I hope I jumped the gun and can be as lucky as Milos was..........that would be all I`ve been hoping for.
MY FUCKING ANXIETY IS OFF THE FUCKING CHAIN...........I WILL SAY THAT !!