For me yes, for you no, it was deadly serious for you...
I agree with most things I have written, its just from your initial outburst I knew if I just exaggerated a little you would lose your mind...
At 60 years of age living in a beautiful place like Hawaii you really shouldn't have anything to make you behave like you do on here...
My initial major in college was Philosophy. Subjects like God, morality, ethics, how one should live, what kind of man do I want to be... were, still is, very serious business for me. I always assume that people thought and wondered about these things. Like what happens when you die. I was very surprised at how many people never give this a second thought. I remember asking a friend of mine back in 1982, a man in his late sixties born and raised in Korea, about what he thinks happens when he dies. He told me he never gave it much thought. I asked him, "Well, what about now? What do you think now that I am asking you?" He just shrugged his shoulders and said, "You just die."
Anyway, I had a couple of wise counseling sessions with my online therapist. He made some good points and I know he speaks from a huge amount of experience.
Oh, and this online therapist was not SF but Josh.
I'm out.