Dude,get over yourself...I have see a ton of bodybuilders way under 225 as well as over 225 who would crush you.
There is no way you look big to me at all and like I said I have seen hundreds of REAL bodybuilders in person much lighter who looked way bigger and far better than you.
I wish I was still 45 I`d meet you anywhere in the USA and wipe the stage with you.