booty calls me racist, then apologizes, and I still hold a grudge.
It saddens me that I hold grudges like this.
I also had a friend who threatened to punch me in the head simply for saying that our hospitals weren't overwhelmed [because he bought the narrative so desperately].
He rightly apologized after dropping me off moments later. Yet I still hold a grudge. Again, it saddens me that I hold grudges like this.
Regarding booty - I would not wish this on ANYONE:
Holding a grudge takes effort, let it go, they have, they never give you a second thought, they own your mind without even trying...