Make Matt C sexual again

[wes]

I should be, but I'm too much of a coward. Who knows - death could be worse than life.

If my criminal government had actually followed EXISTING LAW during this pandemic, instead of enforcing rules based on mob opinion, I would have been fine.

Strongman contests were cancelled two years in a row.

Gyms were closed forever.

What do I need for my mental health? How about uninterrupted gym time for two years? Instead, I had to sneak in with police doing drive-by surveillance of my gym, almost every time I was there.

It was such an anxiety inducing experiment.

I think I'm a lost cause.

Superficially, I have things going for me [owning my home is a huge burden relieved - but may be the issue, as idle hands are the devil's work]. But then...it's kind of hard when I was illegally locked out of society up until just the 1st of this month.

Maybe I'll recover, but I don't know. The pandemic bullshit just killed my spirit when it was already dying.

Thanks for posting.

You keep doing the same fucking thing and expecting different results......the definition of insanity.

Get out of your rut because the only differance between a rut and a grave is a few feet.

Change everything you`re doing and force yourself to engage in other activities....get outside of your comfort zone which sounds very uncomfortable and get to a gym or exercise at home.....get a hobby.....I keep tropical fish....great stress reliever plus I`d kill a person for my two dogs if they ever hurt them......just change things up drastically....force yourself cuz it ain`t gonna` be easy.

Set small range achievable goals and get your fucking head out of your ass always talking about death....just think, if you died, you`d have nothing to complain about.

Get busy living bro.....I`ve been in therapy since nineteen ninety eight and it helps to see one....seek one out and dont be ashamed of it....zillions of people have one.

Pull up your skirt, and stop whining and do something about rectifying your issues which are actually all in your head and your way of thinking.

PITY POT OF PEACE

[Flexacon]

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Bro….you may want to specify female partner.

Or not.

No need to specify

If your partner is a man then you're already homo. If you refuse to fuck him in the ass then you're still pretty homo for having a male partner

(I think I got away with that one)

[Vince B]

Matt,

Why not speak to a mental health provider?

You can even do so from the comfort and privacy of your home via TelePsychiatry. Whenever someone talks about suicidal ideations, it's a big deal. All bullshit aside, we care about you here and want you to recover from what you're experiencing during these times. COVID has made mental illness exponentially more difficult to cope with. Having someone to speak with is a great outlet.

You could be suffering from major depressive disorder that is contextual to your autism disorder. Studies show that people who have autism spectrum disorder (ASD) have a lifetime rate of depression that is nearly 4 times greater than that of the general population. Not to mention that comorbidity with anxiety is also very common for people that fall on the spectrum.

Why not explore this with a board certified Psychiatric provider?

Just in case, here is a suicide prevention hotline in Canada: 1.833.456.4566.

"1"

Good advice. (https://www.autism.org/autism-and-depression/)

"In her webinar on Anxiety, Depression & Sleep, Jana Rundle, Psy. D. says that individuals with autism may be three times more likely to have episodes of depression compared to the general population. The question is, why?

There are several theories. Dr. Rundle points out that many people with autism excel at attention to detail and focusing on one topic or idea. While this can be a valuable skill, it also puts people with autism at higher risk for depression. Rumination, the act of thinking over and over about a negative interaction or feeling, is a major contributor to depression. When attention to detail becomes fixated on negative experiences, individuals with autism may have a higher risk of depression. Some people with autism may also have differences in executive function, which can make it difficult for them to redirect their thoughts away from rumination."

[SF1900]

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Thick, ripped, chiseled, and rock hard!

(No gerbils were harmed in the taking of that selfie)

Matt looks like Medford.

[FitnessFrenzy]

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[Gym-Rat]

if she cant get your knob throbbing, not sure what will (well libtards fukk trannies, so exclude them).

[karasan]

You keep doing the same fucking thing and expecting different results......the definition of insanity.

Get out of your rut because the only differance between a rut and a grave is a few feet.

Change everything you`re doing and force yourself to engage in other activities....get outside of your comfort zone which sounds very uncomfortable and get to a gym or exercise at home.....get a hobby.....I keep tropical fish....great stress reliever plus I`d kill a person for my two dogs if they ever hurt them......just change things up drastically....force yourself cuz it ain`t gonna` be easy.

Set small range achievable goals and get your fucking head out of your ass always talking about death....just think, if you died, you`d have nothing to complain about.

Get busy living bro.....I`ve been in therapy since nineteen ninety eight and it helps to see one....seek one out and dont be ashamed of it....zillions of people have one.

Pull up your skirt, and stop whining and do something about rectifying your issues which are actually all in your head and your way of thinking.

PITY POT OF PEACE

Wnat a RANT!
Which all of is true!
Wes you are what Vince B isn't, he is a bitter old guy, who has seen much and didn't learn much from all his years on this planet.
He is still butt hurt from Frank Zane's comments about him or how Arnold pushed him aside.
You walked the walk, and humbled by life.

[robcguns]

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Matt’s arm looking good there.

[bhank]

It is strange as Matt owns a home and collects rental income to pay his bills he doesn't work a soul draining 9-5 so it would seem his life is pretty good. Just proves yet again financial stability doesn't guarantee happiness. I would suggest joining a local coed sporting team seems like a good place for him to meet a girl with similar interest and at least get out of the house and have some fun.

[karasan]

It is strange as Matt owns a home and collects rental income to pay his bills he doesn't work a soul draining 9-5 so it would seem his life is pretty good. Just proves yet again financial stability doesn't guarantee happiness. I would suggest joining a local coed sporting team seems like a good place for him to meet a girl with similar interest and at least get out of the house and have some fun.

I am a realtor and I can echo your observation, people who collect rent and never have to work tend to overthink.
They have so much time in their hands, they become so selfish and self centered.
It is never good for the soul, I would advise to be part of a NGO and try to help others.
Having autism is bad enough, and getting lost in your own shallow thoughts is surefire way to depression.

[FitnessFrenzy]

[Matt]

It is strange as Matt owns a home and collects rental income to pay his bills he doesn't work a soul draining 9-5 so it would seem his life is pretty good. Just proves yet again financial stability doesn't guarantee happiness. I would suggest joining a local coed sporting team seems like a good place for him to meet a girl with similar interest and at least get out of the house and have some fun.

Another excellent post, bhank.

There have been a lot of good posts here.

Honestly, my entire life comprised my kids and going to the gym - I go to a facility called The Canada Games Complex, and I spend 2-6 hours a day there, between working out, going to the pool, having a sauna, hot tub, etc.

Over the years, my normal life for 10+ years eroded:

Covid restrictions made it impossible to see my kids daily due to bogus isolation requirements. So my time-sharing with them changed substantially.

Covid had the Complex closed for nearly two years. Even now - since JUST reopening to me on March 1st when the illegal vaccine passport was revoked, you can STILL only go there for 90-minute pre-booked sessions! I now only have time for a sauna or hot tub unless I cut my workout short.

Prior to that, I had several YouTube channels - but YouTube revenues dropped 64% since Trump took office, so if wasn't worthwhile to even create content.

I didn't need the money, so I just walked away - but I used to spend a lot of time on my bodybuilding website and YouTube, and then it stopped being worth it due to all the censorship.

So I've lost a lot of meaning in my life.

And I NEVER had relationships with women [full disclosure: I've had pregnancy attempts with five women: three of whole got pregnant, and one miscarried]. But we weren't boyfriend/girlfriend, but I was an incredible provider/support.

I don't see the point of relationships, but I made the mistake of falling in love twice in my life

This last time in 2018 killed me...I still haven't recovered...

I spent $20,000 on that POS, and she didn't even hold my hand. It's a long story, but I've never experienced ANYTHING like that. And had I known that the issue was that she won't date men with options [in order to control the relationship - and because I'm "racist" online], I would have never lost my mind trying to "fix" the fake reasons she was giving me.

She once asked me what I wanted to improve in life, rather than telling me her issue was my posts online. I was thinking "Bitch - YOU'RE A FUCKING JANITOR WHO LIVES WITH MOMMY AND DADDY - I HAVE TWO UNIVERSITY DEGREES AND OVER A MILLION DOLLARS IN ASSETS AND CRYPTO...WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT A JANITOR ASKING ME WHAT I WANT TO IMPROVE ON??"

Had the bitch just told me she had a problem with my posts, I could have addressed THAT.

Had she told me she was a feminist when I explicitly asked her after seeing her share a post from Feminist Today, I would have walked away immediately.

Had she told me she was PRE-addicted to opiates for five years before meeting me, I would have walked away. Instead, when I thought she spent my money on Percocets for ten days and put my foot down to prevent her from becoming addicted, she started crying, and said I triggered her PTSD.

MEANWHILE, I WAS DOING THE RIGHT THING BASED ON THE INFORMATION SHE GAVE ME - FUCKING BITCH. ANYONE WHO CARES ABOUT SOMEONE WOULD STOP THEM FROM BECOMING ADDICTED, BUT SHE ALREADY WAS! AND SHE NEVER TOLD ME.

And she was a giant slut! She once asked me if it would make her a bad person to buy a vibrator...MEANWHILE, SHE FUCKED 39 GUYS BY THE TIME I WAS WITH HER, WHEN SHE WAS 29.

Everything from her mouth - LIES, LIES, AND MORE LIES.

How was I supposed to navigate reality when she wasn't giving me reality??

And when I put my foot down for the second time about opiates in July of 2018, she started crying and blamed me for triggering her PTSD.

IN REALITY, THE girl DID NOT WANT TO GO INTO WITHDRAWAL.

Them she told me essentially, if I don't fund her drug addiction [in a nutshell] that we couldn't "advance together as a couple".

THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER FUCKING HAPPENED IF I WASN'T IN LOVE WITH HER!!!

But when the pendulum swung back, I fucked four of my previous girlfriends in August of 2020. I normally don't like fucking too many women in such a short time frame, but I got back to reality fast.

By September of 2020, I INSISTED she give me a straight yes or no answer on our future, and I got a no - THE SAME NO I WOULD HAVE USED TO WALK AWAY FROM THE START HAD SHE NOT KEEP LEADING ME ON.

The full of experience lasted six months, and then four months later, I got rid of her completely for a woman who was 26, and much hotter.

This would have NEVER HAPPENED if I wasn't in love.

I am AUTISTIC.
I do NOT deal in nuance! I ALWAYS ask women outright if they are into me. If so, I ask them to call me when they want to fuck, and I had a mathematical approach:

I had 15 female friends, who broke up every three years with their boyfriends, roughly.

They knew I would fuck them, as I had previously fucked all 15.

DO THE MATH:

Every 2-3 months one would break up, and come right back to me.

ZERO WORK REQUIRED ON MY PART, EXCEPT STAYING IN SHAPE.

ZERO risk.

And ZERO headaches.

And I gave it all up for a woman I loved based on lies she made about herself, and have since lost ALL trust in women - and now, i don't even fuck.

In time, I'll get a regular sex life again. But NO WAY will I put myself through the hell of a relationship.

I don't know how people take on stress like that.

My mathematical prediction is that at least one of my friends will eventually die by suicide, due to a relationship.

Unlike the bitch in this story who has one story after the next of bad boyfriends because she purposely dates weak men [to control the relationship - which is an AWFUL strategy employed by only about 22% of women - with the other 78% being hypergamous women], I have had precisely TWO bad experiences in my lifetime:

One in 2000 at age 18.
And the one I spoke about above in 2018, at age 36.

AND IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. I WILL NEVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN.

God, I only even think about sex about once every five days! My dick barely moves anymore, and what's more - IT'S ALL MENTAL!!!

Remember - I posted my fertility test results in 2017. My sperm count was 1.18 BILLION - with a B!

I WAS SHOOTING PETER NORTH SIZED LOADS.

Now I probably have loads 40% the size, as my brain has shut off attraction to women, as a protective mechanism to not fall in love.

I hope I recover. Time will tell.

Time heals all. But I'm not there yet, unfortunately.

Once my training facility goes back to normal hours, I should be ok. That said, I am grateful not to need a 9 to 5. But I can't wait until I can spend my days/years here again:

[Matt]

I remember the days...

https://web.archive.org/web/20071114075502/http://www.bodybuildingpro.com/philheaththegiftdvd.html

^ Look at how much time and effort I put into my bodybuilding website. I did all aspects myself - from coding the website from scratch, to writing the articles, taking thousands of pictures and videos, and on and on.

And now, I am a broken and defeated man who doesn't leave his couch.

I'm just grateful I own my house and car. No chance I would have tolerated working wearing a mask and being forced jabs of useless vaccine doses so that Bill Gates the drug pusher makes 20x returns on his $10 billion vaccine investment. 

I should try to focus on the positive...but it's hard when my trust in people - especially in women - has been broken.

AND IT ALL FUCKING HAPPENED BECAUSE FOR THE SECOND TIME IN MY LIFE I ACTUALLY LOVED A WOMAN.

THAT MUST. NEVER. FUCKING. HAPPEN. AGAIN.

[wes]

Wnat a RANT!
Which all of is true!
Wes you are what Vince B isn't, he is a bitter old guy, who has seen much and didn't learn much from all his years on this planet.
He is still butt hurt from Frank Zane's comments about him or how Arnold pushed him aside.
You walked the walk, and humbled by life.

Well thanks karaan,that` a nice compliment.

I`ve been telling people for years if you see me acting like a doddering old fuck to please put a bullet in my head.

You`re only as young as you feel and I feel like kid.

By the way, my post to Matt wasn`t meant to sound like a prick it was a tough love type of message.....I hope he understands that since we have made amends with each other after a brief insignificant falling out.

[Matt]

And yet again...I remember the days:

I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE I had everything I ever wanted, and literally lost my soul for a WOMAN.

Also, this experience has made me realize something:

Probably half of all men have had experiences JUST LIKE MINE.

People have COMMITTED SUICIDE over relationships.

There is NO WAY that I will lose what I have other this. I'm barely STARTING to feel better over this, if I ever will [since around this time last year, or a bit earlier, I only JUST began to feel better].

You know what would have helped? MY GOVERNMENT NOT CLOSING FUCKING GYMS FOR 500 FUCKING DAYS.

As for working out at home:

I go to the gym to be alone around other people. My facility also has a hot tub, sauna, and benches on the pool deck to read magazines on.

I can't replicate that at home.

And you know what else has been cancelled? LOCAL STRONGMAN CONTESTS FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS. So why even bother to train at that level when it's not for any purpose?

MY GOD, WHY THE FUCK ARE WE STOPPING PEOPLE FROM BECOMING HEALTHY DURING A PANDEMIC? IS THE ENTIRE WORLD MAD, OR JUST CANADA??

Once again - I remember the days:

[Matt]

^ I remember the day in the summer of 2015 when my 6-old-girl ran out of the car into my house with the newspaper, and said "Daddy - you're in the news!"

This pandemic has also been a DISASTER on people's mental health.

LOL @ shutting down the world for a pandemic that 99.92% of the global population SURVIVED.

[wes]

Matt, kick the bitches that are only into you for your cash to the curb....you have to be the player....not them.... and meet a nice girl.....she doesn`t have to be a ravishing beauty as long as she` not a bog beast and cares about you as a person and has your back no matter what....dont paint them all with the same brush......there are lots of pebbles on the beach and lot of fishy scented slit in the sea.  LOL

YOU HACVE ZERO TREET SMARTS MY FRIEND......AND I MEAN ZERO.

[Matt]

Matt, kick the bitches that are only into you for your cash....you have to be the player....not them.... and meet a nice girl.....she doesn`t have to be a ravishing beauty as long as she` not a bog beast and cares about you as a person and has your back no matter what....dont paint them all with the same brush......there are lots of pebbles on the beach and lot of fishy scented slit in the sea.  LOL

YOU HACVE ZERO TREET SMARTS MY FRIEND......AND I MEAN ZERO.

I will not be meeting a nice girl. 

Fuck love.

In fact, wes - there was one woman I was sort of seeing who would constantly complain about my dedication to training, and spending time in the gym over spending that time with her [not that I didn't see her - I just never missed a workout, because I'm pretty committed to training].

Anyway, she came out to my next contest, and was hooting and hollering, cheering me on. LOL.

So women want men who accomplish goals, but get mad at them for dedicating time to those goals? 

Haha, man...I do NOT understand women.

I will live to fuck again. In time. But as for love - HELL NO.

As for cash...I find it so strange that I've had falling outs with around 3-4 friends who I supported the most!

Like one contest promoter in town - I sponsored him $5,000 for trophies in 2016, and again in 2017.

Then my daughter was born, and when she was 15 weeks old, he asked for another $1,250 TWENTY DAYS before his next show. I had already given him five grand that year, and was done for the year and wanted to spend my time with my new baby while she was small, and he actually removed me from his Facebook friends and STOPPED TALKING TO ME OVER THAT.

What in the FUCK did I do, other than give him free money? What the fuck is wrong with people?

Now I don't do anything for anyone except my kids because I'm FUCKING SCARED to.

Man, I do NOT fucking understand some people. The dumb shit didn't get another penny from me after he removed me - what did the dumb fuck think would happen? Meanwhile, I knew him for EIGHT YEARS at the time, and he was who I thought was a real friend.

Fresh from the trophy shoppe:

[FitnessFrenzy]

Haha, man...I do NOT understand women.

nobody does broseph.

[Walter Sobchak]

So in summary:

Matt Canning even fails at a pity party, no one feels sorry you can’t cope with life when you don’t get your way.

Justin Trudeau has been assfucking Matt Canning for over two years…raw, no lube, no pulling out and Matt Canning just bent over and took it balls deep.

If Matt’s “girlfriend” admitted to riding 39 cocks, that means the true number was more than 139.

That’s a lot of rancid semen leftovers in that pussy he bragged about eating.

Get off the fucking internet and go spend some time with your kids, loser. Whining and crying here isn’t going to help you any.

[wes]

I will not be meeting a nice girl. 

Fuck love.

In fact, wes - there was one woman I was sort of seeing who would constantly complain about my dedication to training, and spending time in the gym over spending that time with her [not that I didn't see her - I just never missed a workout, because I'm pretty committed to training].

Anyway, she came out to my next contest, and was hooting and hollering, cheering me on. LOL.

So women want men who accomplish goals, but get mad at them for dedicating time to those goals? 

Haha, man...I do NOT understand women.

I will live to fuck again. In time. But as for love - HELL NO.

As for cash...I find it so strange that I've had falling outs with around 3-4 friends who I supported the most!

Like one contest promoter in town - I sponsored him $5,000 for trophies in 2016, and again in 2017.

Then my daughter was born, and when she was 15 weeks old, he asked for another $1,250 TWENTY DAYS before his next show. I had already given him five grand that year, and was done for the year and wanted to spend my time with my new baby while she was small, and he actually removed me from his Facebook friends and STOPPED TALKING TO ME OVER THAT.

What in the FUCK did I do, other than give him free money? What the fuck is wrong with people?

Now I don't do anything for anyone except my kids because I'm FUCKING SCARED to.

Man, I do NOT fucking understand some people. The dumb shit didn't get another penny from me after he removed me - what did the dumb fuck think would happen? Meanwhile, I knew him for EIGHT YEARS at the time, and he was who I thought was a real friend.

Fresh from the trophy shoppe:

I`d throw that cacksucker a beating.......baseball bat city................batt er up.  LOL 

[bhank]

Again I would highly suggest you tone it down a notch swips right on tinder go on a date and try and relax maybe don't ask her if she is a feminist(your clearly don't know the definition) or if she is into you(too much pressure) or if she will have your baby(fucking weird you have 3 kids with women you were notdating) just go to dinner and make small talk with a woman you will feel better

[Matt]

I`d throw that cacksucker a beating.......baseball bat city................batt er up.  LOL 

I don't even understand that one...

We had a good friendship for the first 6-7 years.

In the last year or so, I was just helping him promote his local contests.

I also liked paying for nice trophies, in case I won one. But ultimately, I was just trying to help out.

One thing about is that his daughter is obese. A friend of mine is mad at him for that because he considers it child abuse.

Is there ever an excuse for childhood obesity?

Lastly, he had TWO $5K per year sponsors. Me and Gore Motors.

And he lost both of us. Lol...he lost $10K per year in free money!!!

Then he had to put a GoFundMe online to get cash. 

[Matt]

Again I would highly suggest you tone it down a notch swips right on tinder go on a date and try and relax maybe don't ask her if she is a feminist(your clearly don't know the definition) or if she is into you(too much pressure) or if she will have your baby(fucking weird you have 3 kids with women you were notdating) just go to dinner and make small talk with a woman you will feel better

People use dating websites? 

I've never found it hard to get women...why would any fit man who owns his own house and car need that?

I can't imagine you would ever need a dating website, bhank. But I guess it just makes it easier?

Just one thing though:

What's wrong with asking someone if they are into you? Lol.

I always tell women if I am attracted to them. And let them know to let me know if they are DTF, at their own time and comfort.

No pressure - any time they want.

But I don't want to pursue a woman if she doesn't have initial attraction.

Why bother?

I also prefer women who simply ask me directly, when it comes to this stuff. To cut out the bullshit!

[BBSSchlemiel]

Again I would highly suggest you tone it down a notch swips right on tinder go on a date and try and relax maybe don't ask her if she is a feminist(your clearly don't know the definition) or if she is into you(too much pressure) or if she will have your baby(fucking weird you have 3 kids with women you were notdating) just go to dinner and make small talk with a woman you will feel better

Guy is having serious problems because of women.

Recommendation: go get together with a woman. That will make it all better. Sure...

Answer to all life’s problems: women.