But I didn't leave the pics I posted are from the evening show. And this has been an ongoing on and off issue for a long time. I went to the DR about 2 weeks prior to show. I got medicine. I was still having stomach issues so I stopped medicine it got worse not better. I also should have eaten a lot more going into the show so I would not have gotten sick. But it is a learning curve dont want to be too full but dont want to drop and get sick. Honestly I dont give a fuck about the show right now I am still sick. I have had explosive gas and diarrhea for several days now it sucks.
I placed dead last
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thing is Brian, you looked better this time than your "win" last time yet you are ashamed to tell people where you placed.
You obviously came up against some good competitors.
If you were a decent and humble person no one would care where you placed as long as you did your best.
You know you looked bad last time out despite all the "I won, I looked great" bullshit you keep spouting.
Even if you placed dead last this time and you had shown improvement people would give you props.
Unfortunatly you wont take any of this positively you will just double down on the evasion and subterfuge about your placing.
In a parrallel universe there is a Brian Hankins who entered his show and said ,
Charlotte Cup
"fuck guys I thought I looked better than that, I was lucky to get the win, I really need to diet and come in 20lbs lighter to do myself justice."
Jay Cutler Classic
"Well, I improved this time but still need to come in tighter, I was out of my league this time they were just too good for me, its back to the drawing board and knuckle down and work harder for next time"
That guy will be getting congratulations from his forum.