A pleasant thought but how long would you think about it? I think at best you would devote 2 or 3 minutes of your time to the thought and then you get on with your life and never give it a second thought. Seriously, you would preoccupy yourself with the suicidal death of an internet spectre for an extended period of time? I highly doubt this. Is this the claim you are making?
How can you presume (again!) to know how I think or what I think about?
Yes, I think about people here and pray for them. There are real people behind these handles. Even the gimmicks are real people
There is a poster here who has a friend who attempted suicide and I have never met (or spoken with) either of them and I've never conversed in any way with the person who attempted suicide and I've prayed for and thought about that person a lot.
You know I've prayed a lot for you too and I continue to do so. Maybe you assumed that that was just talk but it's not, I do pray quite often for you ya friggin' nerd.
There are people I've met through here and text and talk to (some) on the phone. I care about them a lot and think about them a lot and pray for them.
Just because you may not care about people here doesn't mean everyone thinks the same way you think.