It's like you want to talk shit about the show but have to admit the guys actually look good. I hope and expect more guys this year but regardless the quality looks high I would have to step up my game. Again, I have other things up in the air but ideally that would be a good show for me next division can always change. One day I may just show up 235

A couple weeks. My shoes came in very cool. The only issue is I kind of have an aggressive style almost violent. Do I really want to show up at some kids wrestling tournament where some coaches entered the open division and some college kids home on break for fun and turn it into death sport trying to choke someone? I am in a good place mentally. I haven’t been that person for a while do I really need to beat someone up? I could just be normal and wrestler like a regular person try to get a couple points but that is not my style I go for the head and the slams and the pin. I just have a physical style that may be inappropriate for this tourney. I used to get booed a lot

But yeah I am debating

I have a lot of respect for the sport. I am not sure it is the right time or place. I have a lot to give but beating up some locals might not be the way.