My Life

[Eyeball Chambers]

You know how when you drive a car you look where you want to go and steer accordingly? 

Look where you want to go in life and steer acordingly.

[Old_Rooster]

Good

1) I'm from a rich family and have been given a lot of money by my dad.

2) I lost 50 pounds the past 5 years, now I'm in the "healthy weight" range. Very proud of this. 185 pounds to 135 pounds.

3) I exercise an hour a day, 6 days a week, consistently for the past 5 years with only minor breaks and few missed workouts. I like that discipline and commitment that I have shown.

4) I am a good person with a good heart I genuinely believe.

5) I'm cheap and frugal and live way below my means. I spend roughly half of the interest my money generates and let the other half compound with the principal.

6) When I'm sufficiently occupied during the day listening to Howard Stern, watching TV, working out, playing video games and online checkers, listening to music, downloading stuff off the net, reading forums, watching porn and masturbating, I am happy and my life is an absolute heaven. But there's always that period every day when I feel extremely lonely and sad and ugly and short and unloved and unlovable and that I will be alone forever.

Bad

1) I'm short. 5'5". I expecially hate this. If only I was taller I would feel better about myself. Practically every girl wants a guy taller than her. Heck even 4'11 broads want a 6' guy to feel "secure". Probably 90% of the market eliminated right there. I also feel like a complete douchebag when speaking to someone 6'4 and up, I feel like a 5 year old.

2) I'm ugly. Big nose, big ears, my face is a disaster. I see the ugliest person in the world when I look in the mirror. Strong self loathing.

3) I have no "game" with women.

4) I have low self esteem.

5) I have no friends. Partly because I'm afraid people will try to steal my money. I have a hard time trusting anyone after my father told me some bad experiences he had with people that he trusted, so I tend to stay away from people. My father's motto is "don't trust anybody". He has no friends and neither do I. But at least he has a hot new wife (stepmom) who actually likes him and not his money, and prenup protection.

6) I don't trust people and I am a recluse.

7) I find it hard to "care" about people or do charity work. I know most people are utter scumbags if given the opportunity to show their true colors and if the shoe was on the other foot and roles reversed and I was the one that needed the handout charity, they would probably show me middle fingers and spit in my face. I used to do things for people because it brought me some kind of joy, then I see what appens, no good deed goes unpunished, people are generally ungrateful, after that happened enough these days my motto is "to each his own" I don't ask you for anything you don't ask me for anything. I also think it's a joke people want to save animals... lock yourself with a lion in a room and see what it does to you. I will not care for something or someone that doesn't give a damn about me.

I've never asked a girl out and don't gave a girlfriend. I dress like some idiot so they don't even know I have money. Plus I don't really want a gold digger in my life, I don't want to support some evil girl who just wants my money. I want real love, I want to love and be loved back for who I am not what I have, I want sex, I am a good guy darn it I deserve it. Maybe I should just bite the bullet and go bang a hooker or 20 but that just seems so demeaning I would loathe myself even more if I did that.

So there.. my life.

Discuss and advise. Thank you.

blow your brains out now, you are not tough enough to make it in this world anyway.  now go blow your brains all over the walls short man.

[benjamin pearson]

blow your brains out now, you are not tough enough to make it in this world anyway.  now go blow your brains all over the walls short man.

he has a better life than you pedo

[freespirit]

So what are you trying to achieve with this thread?

[okme]

So what are you trying to achieve with this thread?

Was looking for advice that's all. 

[freespirit]

Was looking for advice that's all. 

You must be very grateful with all the advice you've got.   


If you don't love yourself, nobody will.

[Lundgren]

Was looking for advice that's all. 

lol stop wining about yyour phyical apparence chicks care way more about money. It's not hard to avoid golddiggers either well not avoid them but you know it's not that simple. I mean you can totally lure non golddiggers with your money as well. you just gotta be smart about it you know. You can't let them know exactly how much cash you got, but you also gotta let them no your not a faliure i doono

[SuperNatural]

Things could be worse.  A women could cut your dick off and throw it out the window of a moving car.

[Always Sore]

Things could be worse.  A women could cut your dick off and throw it out the window of a moving car.

Hey man how are you doing been some time, glad your still alive.

[Earl1972]

Now why would you wanna wish that on me, bro? I don't go home with trannies. 

I tried to be nice to you and you go off on me. Most unfortunate. Now I will have to call you what you are: an ugly runt whom nobody likes. You look like shit and probably smell like it too. Women think you are pathetic and seek to avoid you when you approach because of your obvious lack of self-esteem and complete lack of game. You will NEVER find a woman who even remotely cares for you other than for your money. You'll never even get your dicked sucked without paying money for it. Honestly, you are a pathetic excuse for a man. You would do your parents and the rest of the world a tremendous favor if you simply put a gun in your ugly mouth and killed yourself. Certainly it would be good for this board, as we would no longer read your pathetic feminine whining. 

haha you're one sensitive fragile little bitch aren't you Leroy

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[Benny B]

haha you're one sensitive fragile little bitch aren't you Leroy

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No more than you are a cock-craving man whore, Frank.  I'm "overly sensitive" by your estimation, and you have to deal with a chronically sore rectum.  We all have our crosses to bear.

[Earl1972]

No more than you are a cock-craving man whore, Frank.  I'm "overly sensitive" by your estimation, and you have to deal with a chronically sore rectum.  We all have our crosses to bear.

haha that actually made me laugh

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[Tesla]

Good

1) I'm from a rich family and have been given a lot of money by my dad.

2) I lost 50 pounds the past 5 years, now I'm in the "healthy weight" range. Very proud of this. 185 pounds to 135 pounds.

3) I exercise an hour a day, 6 days a week, consistently for the past 5 years with only minor breaks and few missed workouts. I like that discipline and commitment that I have shown.

4) I am a good person with a good heart I genuinely believe.

5) I'm cheap and frugal and live way below my means. I spend roughly half of the interest my money generates and let the other half compound with the principal.

6) When I'm sufficiently occupied during the day listening to Howard Stern, watching TV, working out, playing video games and online checkers, listening to music, downloading stuff off the net, reading forums, watching porn and masturbating, I am happy and my life is an absolute heaven. But there's always that period every day when I feel extremely lonely and sad and ugly and short and unloved and unlovable and that I will be alone forever.

Bad

1) I'm short. 5'5". I expecially hate this. If only I was taller I would feel better about myself. Practically every girl wants a guy taller than her. Heck even 4'11 broads want a 6' guy to feel "secure". Probably 90% of the market eliminated right there. I also feel like a complete douchebag when speaking to someone 6'4 and up, I feel like a 5 year old.

2) I'm ugly. Big nose, big ears, my face is a disaster. I see the ugliest person in the world when I look in the mirror. Strong self loathing.

3) I have no "game" with women.

4) I have low self esteem.

5) I have no friends. Partly because I'm afraid people will try to steal my money. I have a hard time trusting anyone after my father told me some bad experiences he had with people that he trusted, so I tend to stay away from people. My father's motto is "don't trust anybody". He has no friends and neither do I. But at least he has a hot new wife (stepmom) who actually likes him and not his money, and prenup protection.

6) I don't trust people and I am a recluse.

7) I find it hard to "care" about people or do charity work. I know most people are utter scumbags if given the opportunity to show their true colors and if the shoe was on the other foot and roles reversed and I was the one that needed the handout charity, they would probably show me middle fingers and spit in my face. I used to do things for people because it brought me some kind of joy, then I see what appens, no good deed goes unpunished, people are generally ungrateful, after that happened enough these days my motto is "to each his own" I don't ask you for anything you don't ask me for anything. I also think it's a joke people want to save animals... lock yourself with a lion in a room and see what it does to you. I will not care for something or someone that doesn't give a damn about me.

I've never asked a girl out and don't gave a girlfriend. I dress like some idiot so they don't even know I have money. Plus I don't really want a gold digger in my life, I don't want to support some evil girl who just wants my money. I want real love, I want to love and be loved back for who I am not what I have, I want sex, I am a good guy darn it I deserve it. Maybe I should just bite the bullet and go bang a hooker or 20 but that just seems so demeaning I would loathe myself even more if I did that.

So there.. my life.

Discuss and advise. Thank you.

Sounds like you should have a pretty good life.  You would be happier if you accepted the hand you were dealt.  So you're short and not the best looking guy in the world, big deal.  There's not much you can do to change these things.  As for success with women, that only happens with experience.  If you're confident and comfortable with yourself women will respond. 

You're 20 and you have financial freedom.  I would say your main problem is that you have too much time on your hands.  Do you go to college or work?  Do you do anything productive?  You're very fortunate in that you can build a career based on what you really want to do without worrying about a paycheck.