I'm getting it back though, and strength is going way up. I will end up around 205 then might go on something from there.
Are you going to compete in some sport or bodybuilding?
Do you really want to risk screwing up you natural hormonal system for life, just for a few extra pounds of muscle. You will eventually revert back to where you were or worse after discontinuing steroids. Haven't you noticed that at all the steroid boards there is always a "Mens Health" or similar section. This is where a lot of posters in the steroid section end up after a couple of years.
At a lean 200lbs you carry more muscle mass than 99% of people.