Only took about 10 minutes. It was all on your most recent posts. You kissed a lot of ass before you left.
I personally never had a problem with you and thought we were cool, so it was surprising to see you come here and flip the script.
But yes, I took the time to find all of that crap. Now do you care to address that crap that I posted?
oh and he plays the guilt card
i like you lean, your a cool guy, but you sold out so hard. everyone knows that to get anywhere on gh15 (ie to be a mod or wiz) u gotta suck up. its just the name of the game- i wanted to be a mod solely to HELP others achieve their goals, as i genuinely do enjoy helping others- look thur my posts and PM's if you dont believe me. im not sure if hes still on the board, but i spent HOURS literally helping one member in particular with his first cycle. i hope you havent forgot our PMs back and forth about various drugs you had yet to try that i had, because i havent, and i must say you are a good guy really with a cool story, but i lost major respect for you when you got into the whole press secretary thing. so yes i sucked up a good bit, but really it was just to stay relevent. in the end, i got very disillusioned with bbing in general ( i ceased all training and dieting for an entire month after i left gh15 which i had NEVER done before in my training history which has always been insanely consistent) and said im outta here this place isnt good for me inside or out. i can make a switch like that, easily. i dont even have to think about it. most cant and i realise and respect that.
if i had said what i really thought i woulda been banned straight up. lets face it- gh15 is just a big drug connect. thats the main draw. post a bunch of stuff, get wizard, order gear. simple. you dont really need to be a member of the site to learn how to use the drugs as all of the important posts he made are in a blogspot blog. yeah, ill admit i was starstruck by the changes i was seeing- what noobie gear user isnt enthusiastic though? right now im 100% clean, and i look 10x better than i did on that board; i actually look healthy and still have most of the muscle i had before and am MUCH leaner. so yes, ill never deny i learned a lot on gh15, but is it the right stuff to learn? yes and no. i learned to apply drugs to bring about a change in my physique which in hindsight is actually very simple as i stated before. but what i and MANY on that board failed to recognise is the importance of diet. i have had a grand total of 100g of carbs today, and today is leg day for me. i look my all time best right now. ive learned a hell of a lot lean, but gh15 is a drug board not a bodybuilding board. you can argue philosophy all day, but the fact of the matter is that gh15 is all about drugs. hindsight realy is 20/20 and i realise that now more than anytime. you can say bbing is all drugs, or you can say its all diet, or all training, or whatever. but really, it is whatver gets the job done for you and only you. more than one way to skin a cat.
i meant no offense to you personally, as i know it is your 'job' to be gh15's lackey, and i got a bit bitter if im honest since i thought you were smarter than that. i can get passionate about things as can anyone, so i mean no offense to you as i do like you as a person. hope this clears stuff up.
