stop crying...pull yourself together. The fitness industry is full of oppurtunities...no one comes knocking at anyones door...th epast is the past...get up and make something happen.
this is pretty surreal cuz JMentis was on a Muscle and Fitness Cover that inspired me to want to be a fitness model back when i was a teenager
long story short, i'm a grown ass man who needs to "suck it up".....and there is no "12 steps" or "reading material"- you just have to be a man and suck it up
and that is what i have to do
and yes, the past is the past
mind you, i'm not gonna do that thing where i'm positive in the begining and then just lose interest a couple of weeks down the way- I expect this whole "sucking it up" thing to be hard right from the beginning- but i got to do it cuz, while i'm young at 31, i'm not THAT young
I have to hit the ground running this year