lol
wtf.
dude, get a life outside of bodybuilding. seriously. how old are you?
you think it's cool to chance damaging your already fucked up kidneys for the glory of recognition- and don't fucking tell me it isn't for recognition or you wouldn't be doing it- you'd be happy being the best you could be, being as healthy as you could be.
fuck placings, the guys at the gym, or what anyone else thinks.
get a grip.