I'm going to get a little personal here, and I don't like exposing myself like this. But I received some amazing PMs from some guys this weekend, a huge number thanking me for this thread, telling me how it reached them, and I spent a huge amount of time responding especially to the guys who told me they needed help. I hope a few of them really opened up to their loved ones this weekend about their narcotic addictions and that will be the first step towards recovery.
I don't know much about roid rage. I know that tren ace can affect my thought process when I introduce it at too high of a dosage when I have been off it for a while. There is however no outward manifestation of the tren induce convolution of my thought process. It is all in my head. And I actually have notice that I smile and laugh a lot on high doses of trenbolone. The drug makes me feel extremely confident in myself, and I always walk around with my head way up, and I find myself slightly more engaging and personable when talking to people who I don't particularly want to talk to (girlfriend's friends, certain work/school associates, etc'). I never have had one roid rage incident in my life.
Having said all that, I used to get locked in a pitch black basement for up to 24 hours with no food or water or human contact, or anything by a man who used hormones, alcohol and cocaine. I would get beat so severely I wound up in the hospital on 5 occasions, and on a 6th, when I truly should have gone, I ended up getting stitched up by my neighbor who was an EMS, because child services had me on a watch list. I had my arm placed on the edge of a table and held down, and then cleanly broken in two by a swing of a broken piece of table, which he had coincidentally smashed the week before.
am I mad? he's dead. he was 230 lbs and appeared to be strong,and he was walking dead for 10 years before he collapsed in the grocery store.
so i guess you can say i learned early. and there is no misinformation here in this thread. you mix narcotics and alcohol with hormones and terrible things happen.
no variable of roid rage. we are not discussing roid rage. roid rage does not exist. however mix narcotics and hormones and something else happens, something called drug induced psychosis, and it is not your normal narcotic induced psychosis. something very unique happens when you mix 200 mg tren ace with a gram of cocaine or some oxy and- but not necessarily- some booze, and you don't die. you are a fucking psychopath as the walking dead in this state. and don't try to get into semantics with me on this issue!!!! i am not defending "roid rage". i do not believe in it! however, narcotics+hormones= UNIQUE drug induced psychosis!!