I wasn't defeated. You actually believe what you wrote. You can preface it by saying that you don't know for certain but that's bullshit. You're just trying to cover your ass.
so its against the rules to be uncertain about something? any idea a person has must be their firm belief as well?

what i believe is that a reaosnable person would look at the concept of god and realize that life holds no real answers, and that god would probably be good and wise and not vengeful but only helpful and loving. i believe that good logic would lead a person to an uncertain belief that a god probably exists and that the god who probably exists has given us life without certainty on the grounds that certainty would make good behavior meaningless, and thus we are supposed to learn to be good with uncertainty so there fore we are truly good and not just good because we know its the smart thing to do.
this is my idea. i dont believe that god possesses those characteristics, i just believe that sound logic would lead one to the same idea. god may or may not exist. he may be evil. he may rejoice at our sorrows and sufferings. but i dont think one could come to that conclusion if they used good logic and thought with their heart.

and yes, i have taken you to school. you might not realize it now, but in eternity you would see it.