Mentioned before in another thread there was some bitch who I could not figure out,,,for the life of me why I had feelings for her.
IT WAS DRIVING ME INSANE since the relationship never got serious. The first night we ever hung out (had sex) .....She left a piece of jewelry at my place that her grandmother had given her, at my apartment. Now this girl doesn't come from much.
she lives about 45 minutes or so away from me....I didn't want to take a chance mailing it, . so tonight I'm supposed to meet her to pick it up at a club i was going to be at. She didn't show. I get a text from her saying "I don't have a ride anymore. forget it I don't care anymore. Keep the watch. we're not a part of each other's lives anymore I don't want to talk to you anymore"
Now let me tell you the past month, after that night we fucked the day she left the watch at my place...I lost my job that day. The past month, has been the darkest, loneliest, times of my life. It was Beyond depression, a chronic sadness that didn't seem like it was going to get better any time soon.
I was dressed up nice ready to hit the club with my buddies, when I said guys i gotta go. I grabbed the watch from my place and I decided to drive to her house. trying to find this place was like Trying to find that street sign was like finding a needle in a hey stack. sure enough I find it by some MIRACLE but it's out in the country The houses are all on one big property about 300 feet apart.
I ring the doorbell (to the wrong home lol)
and nobody answers. . , I'm waiting and waiting nobody answers. I see a car getting ready to turn out, a guy with her. And I go chasing after the car and she tells the dude to pull over I guess.
I start walking towards the car. She says a few words to me but I didn't say anything...didn't want to. I just look at the dude and could tell he was scared for his life
wouldn't even look me in the eye lol.
I swear, the second the watch let go of my hand into hers... my feelings for her dissappeared. it was like the curse on me was broken. I truly..truly...from the heart believe that the watch was cursed.
When you have true Feelings for a woman slowly gets less and weaken over time, they do not can not disappear in a fraction of a second. It's impossible.
crazy shit.
does it get spookier? sure it does. Soon as she sent me that text message about her not wanting the watch I dropped it. I NEVER DROP THINGS.
Almost like the watch was her grandmother talking to me/hurt possibly. I believe in ghosts...absolutely.