Wednesday Update.
So I took my wife to dialysis today at 11:30 a.m. I thought she was going to be there for 3 hours. My original plan was to hit the gym while she had her blood sorted out. This never happened. I had a bunch of chores to do. When I headed back to the dialysis center, they said it would be another hour because they were doing her monthly labs. So I took a late lunch, picked up her prescriptions and headed back over to the center, only to sit there waiting another :45 before she was done.
Damn! We need to get this sorted out. I want a little piece of life of my own. I know I am impatient but I am not sure how much more of this I can endure. Margie has had a cell phone, which she doesn't use, since I got it for her several years ago. I told her that she needs to take it with her to dialysis on Friday so she can call me when it is time for me to pick her up. If I am at the gym, it is only 20 minutes away. If I am at home, it is 5 minutes away.
Sorry for the rant, but it has been a tough day. There have been moments when I thought if I'd known what I was signing up for, I would never have married. I feel like I have no control over my own life. I am being a big baby. I can't help it. This is just how I am feeling right now. I've actually thought about getting in the car and just disappearing to parts unknown.
I am not as strong as some people like to give me credit for being.
I did fix a gourmet cream of asparagus soup for dinner tonight after we got home. At least I accomplished something that I can boast about. Aside form that, the day feels like a failure.