Thank you wes, you described exactly how I feel about the whole think I know too it was entirely my own fault and I still at the stage of wishing it never happened, really wish I could start the last 10 months or so over I only told a few people in private here Jane, Josh and sf1900 not sure if anyone else but last September I fucked up and drove my lass of last 15 years to move out it was all on me my daughter went with her but our son and her son stayed with me it also cost be financially lost my half of a house we owned together although still have my own house that wasn’t jointly owned, Been seeing someone else since February but still find myself pining for my old life back and knowing I caused my situation makes ot even worse then this heart attack shit happens really hope life improves some time soon as at minute still all feels pretty grim wish there was a rewind button on life haha
Thanks for kind words of encouragement wes always appreciated there between yourself and a few others are some truly awesome people on here
Jesus Christ bro, that is rough....when it rains it pours.
One thing I can say that sounds stupid but is very true is........... "THIS TOO SHALL PASS".
I`ve been through Hell in my life and used to quit and give up on myself like a kunt.......giving up is not an option these days....remember this also bro, tomorrow could be the greatest day of your life and put you right back on track.
I know it`s a bitch, but try to stay busy, and try to stay positive.
Best of luck bud.....it`ll all work out....it always does, you just have to be patient.