This should fix your gym etiquiquette issues (11:10)
Don't worry; YOU WON'T!!
I don't care what you take, you ain't growing on 1800 calories. And you don't need steroids to achieve the look you want, either.
Why risk your health unnecessarily? If you're losing too much muscle, it has little to do with the presence or absence of drugs. You're not losing weight gradually. You dropped your calories too low and/or too quickly and gave yourself too little time to lose body fat.
I know from personal experience. When I did that, I not only got smaller and weaker; but I ended up with a HIGHER percentage of bodyfat. Take your time and make high-protein, high nutrient foods your top priority. You'll get it right and be a lot healthier for it.
Define "growing"?
I would like to be a little fuller and harder, and I have WAY TOO MUCH EXPERIENCE drug-free to know that natural bodybuilding GOES NOWHERE.
Frank Zane is my height and he was 185-lb while on a boatload of gear.
My goal would just be for my training to be more productive.
And I will make improvements on 1,800 calories daily. But whether I'm at 1,800 or 3,600 daily, I will tell you this for free:
I could follow that exact diet for three months, and get bigger - FATTER - and much stronger, but I would rather make my time in the gym + my calories produce a better outcome.
I'd be doing what I am already doing - just adding PEDs and increasing calories.
What I would like is a STEROID look - not to necessarily be much bigger in terms of body weight, but to be harder and fuller, which I will be.
If I train all summer, even on increased calories, it won't be a look that will wow me - I'll just go back to 200-lb again with a 35" waist as seen in my 200-lb natural photo above.
I want to gain LEAN MUSCLE - I'd rather gain 5-lb of actual muscle than do it naturally, and gain that same 5-lb in addition to more body fat.
Why does ANYONE use PED's, MCWAY?
Lol @ gaining muscle naturally. Utter nonsense.
How big is the top 5'10" natural bodybuilder? Even 180-lb?
I have NO INTEREST in eating 4-6K calories daily and bulk to 220 or something. I just want to increase calories and protein, and take PED's, and look better than I ever have.
Which - I will guarantee you - I will look better than I ever have. Even if in the end, I'm 185-lb.
Although given my thyroid is slow, maybe it's time to stop being 175, and walk around at 190.
I'm just looking to go on a cycle, and with the much faster and more efficient results, be motivated to eat the protein required for gains.
If I like it - and if my health tests are good, I would be willing to consider ramping up my daily caloric intake, and give up my obsession with being in the 170's. I don't eat more because I don't want to compromise my health. And because I compete at u-80kg.
I just want the boost in progress.
I feel I am owed a good cycle - I've also talked about it a lot, and I'd like to do it.