You worked in bars but your profession wasn't drinking.
Being around it constantly makes it too accessible though.
Like that Fruchen guy being a recovered addict and hanging around gyms full of drugs. Too easy to slip.
That`s true but I was always severely depressed and that`s the main reason I drank.
Of course alcohol is a depressant,but at the time I drank I felt better until all of my drunken actions made things worse.....hence more depression over my drunken antics.
I was insane when I drank.....now I`m insane while being sober.

Many years wasted....but thank God I survived....just barely at times.