Or maybe just stupid.
I know what's going to happen "on the other side:" jack shit. Nothing. Non-existence.
I've been wondering, so you've been? How was it like in the astral plane...
It takes no effort to go "play in traffic"---walk in front of a bus, step in front of a subway.
It takes no effort to jump off a bridge, off of a roof...it takes no effort to jump into a tiger's cage...
All it takes is, want and then, bam! You do it.
Life, now that takes effort. Many people get fed up with the effort that life takes. Whether it be due to issues (women who have been raped sometimes have thoughts or acts of suicide), mental illness, loss of job, loss of loved ones, social and peer pressure. Living life especially with one hit after another, many people don't want to put the effort into living...they want the "game to be over", no more tokens.