I only read the first page, so there's that.
Matt I think I am understanding you, and I hope you hang in there. I agree this world is BS!!!!!! and the direction it is going, and I feel there is ZERO we can do to stop it! I am over the masks, the convid BS, people are so divided. They have done this through social media, television, and sports, controlled the masses! I have always been a mind my own business type of guy, 2020 has turned me into a prepper, and brought me to peace with myself, fortunately my kids are grown up. I got my ducks all in a row after the first covid scare in March. This world has been no fun at all lately, masks are retarted, this vaccine fuck that, I just see a world of weak kunts(can't spell it with a c, my piece of shit computer corrects it)
So I rambled, hope this helps Matt, probably not, but I all set to meet my maker in 2021 when this BS ramps up.