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A few of my favorite BBers recently were arrested and incarcerated.
There have been rumors of their drug use, and as they are incarcerated today, I'm guessing they are going through some heavy withdrawal.
Anyone know what day 2,3,4 are like? Thanks!
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you tell us tina abuser
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A few of my favorite BBers recently were arrested and incarcerated.
There have been rumors of their drug use, and as they are incarcerated today, I'm guessing they are going through some heavy withdrawal.
Anyone know what day 2,3,4 are like? Thanks!
a living hell
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a living hell
WHERE HAVEE YOU BEEN MIKE
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Is there any prooof that Titus and Ryan were using any rec drugs or is this just speculation based oin Titus' ecent weight loss?
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not fun. although withdrawel from alcohol is by far the worst of any drug. many jails have detox cells for drug addicts the first few days to help them get through it, although i dont know what that entails. maybe medication or something??
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They dont give em shit in jail bro-he wont see a nurse until Tuesday anyway...If he is kicking Nubain it will be at least 6 days before he gets any sleep....he will be extremely ill...flu like symptoms but worse...chills ...depression...remorse. ..then he will have PAWS(post acute withdrawl symptoms) for up to a year. If he is coming off opiates he is fucked right now...no energy...tired but cant sleep....man those withdrawls suck!!! Been there done that...glad it was at home :D
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WHERE HAVEE YOU BEEN MIKE
the dark side.................... ...lol
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not fun. although withdrawel from alcohol is by far the worst of any drug. many jails have detox cells for drug addicts the first few days to help them get through it, although i dont know what that entails. maybe medication or something??
heroin is the worst withdrawl. Alcohol depends on the amount consumed but it can be one of the worst. I dont think crystal meth withdrawl is as bad. I am only basing this on people I know that were drug addicts so I could be wrong.
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I had to spend a day in jail once. There was this kid, looked like 17 but he must've been 18+. He was cool and we were bullshitting and hanging out the first part of the day. then he started getting weird and saying he felt like shit, when are they gonna move us, etc. real antsy. Finally, he just went and curled up in the corner with his shirt over his head.
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Appearantly internet withdrawl is worse than any drug withdrawl for some people. How did you handle those few hours, 240?
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yeah maybe they were on a binge at any rate it's gotta suck sitting in a holding cell with nothing not even a magazine and only one thin blanket for three days or whatever
With only a bologna sandwich and a rotten apple for a meal while going back and forth to the courthouse and jail. After that the meals dont get much better untill you actually go through your sentance.
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Is there any prooof that Titus and Ryan were using any rec drugs or is this just speculation based oin Titus' ecent weight loss?
bob chick claims they were heavy rec. drug users!
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Appearantly internet withdrawl is worse than any drug withdrawl for some people. How did you handle those few hours, 240?
ahaha...he relapsed pretty quick...lol
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When I think about it, I know more people who train and do some type of recreational drug than I do people who train and stay clean, (booze included). Whats up with that?
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bob chick claims they were heavy rec. drug users!
How would Chick know? Did he rock rails with Craig and Kelly?
I think it is unfair to jump to conclusions that they were drug addicts just because craig is down in weight.
Mabey he got off the gear? stopped eating right?
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I wouldnt be suprised if they were into rec drugs. I mean, the way they handled the whole situation is pretty stupid. And not to mention they KILLED another human being who was living with them. And on the run Ryan was getting a manicure!!
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When you look good from training it's inevitable you will get laid more often than the general populace and probably will eventually introduced to the party lifestyle. Makes sense anyway, I have no idea.
A LOT of people in my city (Thunder Bay) do drugs. It's almost sick how many young people do it, and very sad.
I never new you were Canadian Matt.
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I have used Opiates mainly Morphine to get through painfull injuries and workouts. Fortunately i only use them when i train and was able to ween myself off them over the weeks i was not training.
I was using Xanax from my doctor and he gave me a months supply i used them in two weeks and for the next week i was climbing the walls,sleep deprivation it was the worst time of my life.
The most addictive drug i have found is cigarettes no matter how hard i try to kick it, Im back for more.
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Coke is the best party drug, ever. Ever...
I hate the the sketched out feeling you get from coke when you run out. I will never do it again.
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i'll tell ya from personal experience...
1) coke ws always conditionally addictive..if i didn't drink and wasn't around women..i never craved it and could go for weeks till i got a buzz going..then if there were women around..i needed it..
2) at my peak it ws a 3 timesish / week habit
when i quit the only thing i remember ws around 2 weeks after i had quit i went thru a phase of around 3 weeks where i slept ALL the time..i'd get sleepy and tired soo easy..but that ws it
perm stuff: doing my studies and labs i DO see my self have less eureka moments..before everything came easy..i'm sure i've dumbed myself down cause of it.
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Coke doesn't do a thing. Weed or E. Hash in Canada.
Thunder Bay's something like Green Bay-far away towns with dreary, long winters. Narcotics are a nice diversion; in moderation they're a nice enhancer.
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i'll tell ya from personal experience...
1) coke ws always conditionally addictive..if i didn't drink and wasn't around women..i never craved it and could go for weeks till i got a buzz going..then if there were women around..i needed it..
2) at my peak it ws a 3 timesish / week habit
when i quit the only thing i remember ws around 2 weeks after i had quit i went thru a phase of around 3 weeks where i slept ALL the time..i'd get sleepy and tired soo easy..but that ws it
perm stuff: doing my studies and labs i DO see my self have less eureka moments..before everything came easy..i'm sure i've dumbed myself down cause of it.
Do you really think coke casues permanent damage like memory loss, inability to feel as much joy/happiness etc???
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When you look good from training it's inevitable you will get laid more often than the general populace and probably will eventually introduced to the party lifestyle. Makes sense anyway, I have no idea.
A LOT of people in my city (Thunder Bay) do drugs. It's almost sick how many young people do it, and very sad.
Matt, if I lived in Thunder Bay, I'd be doing drugs too.
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Everyone says once you do it you become addicted, toany drug.
And I believe that, once you start a addiction and then get off, the thought of doing it again never seems to leave you days can go by maybe but then something just triggers and you think "man ifIhad so and so right now that would be nice"
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Even though the fringe here are not targets of investigation, are you all aware that these boards are possibly being monitored closely at this time by law enforcement?
Not that I would want to squelch the informative posts....but can't you change them to "a friend I have?" etc?
Just a suggestion :)
eh i used to..not like i still do..
if i did i'd be concerned..but thAts in the past..i need my brain now :)
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Do you really think coke casues permanent damage like memory loss, inability to feel as much joy/happiness etc???
inability of feel joy..a little bit so...now a days when i go out i need the party to get REALLY going and the music really loud to feel a rush...otherwise everything is eh..even women i meet i get an eh attitude about em unless they really excite me..
as for a lessening of intelligence..yes DEFINATELY...back in the day i remember i would start to read a new concept or the teacher would start to explain a completely new concept..in the middle (or sometimes start) of the lecture all of a sudden my heart beat would go up and i'd have this...BOOM! i'd already guess what it ws and know it already...to the point that i'd immediately try it out in the router configs in front of me and it'd work...like a eureka moment..
or solving complex labs a LOT of time the answer would just fall into my lap outta no where...
that does not happen much anymore :(
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Hey Toxic what was the most you've ever done in a night?
I did a gram over a period of like 5 hours and my nose was killing by the end of it I only did it because I just wanted to get rid of it at the end. I've only done it 3 times in my life so far. I do it every couple of months since I don't drink, or do any other drugs.
The great thing about it is, is that the only way it gives you damage is if you become an addict. Unlike E, or a harsher drug.
hmm i'd say i went at around 3 grams in a period of 6 hours...we were drinking also
back then i'd hit whole grams in one line...i never liked going back again n again to make lines..hit a big one and then hit the bars etc and no need to worry for a good 2 or so hours..
i wouldn't recommend this to anyone....it hits ya like a bolt..
as for the nose..use afrin beforehand ;)
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Holy shit. That's alot... 1 gram was way more then enough for me. But you've gotta love that numb feeling.
Is afrin nasal spray?
yessir. addictive in itself.
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Holy shit. That's alot... 1 gram was way more then enough for me. But you've gotta love that numb feeling.
Is afrin nasal spray?
afrian is sinus nasal spray..
and getting drunk before hand is usually a good idea..coke plus alkie = cocaethylene = more euphoric than coke by itself...although more addictive..robert lewis stevenson i think ws addicted to cocaine in his wine...
eh..i always did it if i ws gonna get laid afterwards..coked up sex is as good as sex on E..except after a while all it did ws make me paranoid..and if i couldn't have sex on it..i really didn't see the point of enduring the downer afterwards...
now a days..a few glasses of wine and a little scotch is good enough...
plus for the most part..never EVER trust women that do coke....remember that
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Hahaha. Nice.
Yeah, I hate liquor so I can't drink it. Anytime I party which is once every like 3-4months all I do is some coke now. I usually just stop after my first high and either leave the party or relax.
Does using nasal spray before hand make a big difference?
be carefull..
and i used to get drunk off of sake` its pretty easy to drink...
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be carefull..
and i used to get drunk off of sake` its pretty easy to drink...
Man raped by dog
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Man raped by dog
i dont get it..i'm calling foriegner!
:D
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Drinking is absolutely gross. I can't even smell hard liquor without gagging a bit. I can drink beer, but after 2 it gets really, really gross.
Cokes only good once in awhile (for me, since drinking a cup of strong coffee gives me that same feeling of feeling great) so I can't stand to do it once a week, or once a month.
But does nasal spray make it alot better?
nasal spray just keeps you from getting a stuffy and runny nose..for the most part...
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Oh, sweet. Yeah, the next day kind of sucks. Nose always gets a bit fucked.
wait till ya get to a point when ya blow out chunks of cartilage snot and blood.. :-\
you'll quit in a hurry.. ;D
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Cartilage? Hhahahahahaha. Daaamn...
Yeah, the last time I did, I blew some nasty chunky snot. Felt alot better afterwards! ;D
i actally had to break up with the chick i ws dating at the point...well also that she ws sleeping around on me... (which you HAVE to expect from cokehead chicks :-\ )
it came to the point that both of were not even interested in fucking unless we were coked up..and thats pretty damn sad man
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Ouch... Being younger I don't even bother with relationships all that much. I'll wait a couple more years before I begin to settle down. ( 22 now )
You must have spent a ton on that stuff though, eh?
Michie and i had a mutual friend that sold. He'd come by her place (old dude) and hang wityh us while complaining about his girl..
he'd throw down like 1 1/2 gs for free and we'd all talk about his girl problems (we'd provide the alkie) and then while leaving i'd throw him a 30 and he's throw down another 2ish gs before leaving....
michie and i would finish it...and then get that glint in our eyes (cause the whole time we'd stand in the balconey smoking ciggy and talking about sex) we'd run to the bedroom , strip and fuck (no foreplay ..no nuffin)..just tearing off of clothes , her bending over and going "hurry up..fuck me..put it in put it in " lol...then we'd go back to the balcony and drink till we were ready to pass out..which would be around 6 am..
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A few of my favorite BBers recently were arrested and incarcerated.
Some of your Favorite BBers you say, who?
YIP
Zack
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Who?
YIP
Zack
BETIL.
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BETIL.
Mm..
But who are these favorite BBers of yours that recently were arrested and incarcerated?
YIP
Zack
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A few of my favorite BBers recently were arrested and incarcerated.
There have been rumors of their drug use, and as they are incarcerated today, I'm guessing they are going through some heavy withdrawal.
Anyone know what day 2,3,4 are like? Thanks!
Well, I can tell you about methylphenidate(Ritalin) withdrawal. I do smoke glass, on occasion, but I never made a habit of it(even though it's better than pussy). I got to the point of using up to 500 mg of methylphenidate a day. I would swollow up to ten tabs at once, or snore three to five tabs. It's bad, man. I mean really, really bad. You feel a sense of absolute hopelessness and despair, coupled with a brutal headache and drowsiness. You sleep and you black out during your sleep. You wake up and you feel like there's no hope in life for you, that everything that exists causes you nothing but pain. The drowsiness and headache don't allow you to cry, though, even though it feels like all your loved ones have been slain in front of you. Also, you just can't cry, because your exhaustion is so absolute that you feel like you're gonna die if you make any effort at all, even if only dropping a single tear. Then, you go back to sleep and you black out during your sleep again, having absolutely no dream or conscience, whatsoever. You feel extreme hunger pains, but you have no energy to go to the kitchen and eat. You black out, despite your screaming stomach. The best way to describe this, is to say that it's like being locked inside a freezing dark room, but you can't go out because the sun's heat would burn you to a crisp. It's horrendous, man. I don't desire this even to my worse enemy, not even to some posters here.
SUCKMYMUSCLE
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Mm..
But who are these favorite BBers of yours that recently were arrested and incarcerated?
YIP
Zack
I can't recall their names. But they have a bitchin' website out there.
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yeah i really think drugs do more damage than people think. They can really rewire yuour brain a little bit. I used to do a fair amount of nothing every major like crack of H, or even E, but pyshced and coke and stuff really can wear out your serotonin levels below normal. I used to be the most hapy go lucky guy before that and every now and than i m onSSRI's just to feel okay
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yeah i really think drugs do more damage than people think. They can really rewire yuour brain a little bit. I used to do a fair amount of nothing every major like crack of H, or even E, but pyshced and coke and stuff really can wear out your serotonin levels below normal. I used to be the most hapy go lucky guy before that and every now and than i m onSSRI's just to feel okay
......all that remains is a corpse wrapped in plastic. Call up his mama, tell her her baby's in the casket, no love for him. Just put his body in the grave, even the pistols and all the prayers coudn't save him, look how they played him. They should have murdered Cavalier22 when he was born, now he's trapped in the violence of the storm......
How long with they mourn him? :-\
DIV
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One day just a couple of months ago there were two women and me all sitting and waiting at church to meet briefly individually with our clergyman.
I assumed that both women were at least a few years older than I (I'm 40 and honestly don't feel or look it). One of the women was old and wrinkly and missing most of her teeth and sounded like an old lady when she talked. I would've guessed she was old enough to be my mother, or at least in her mid-fifties.
Well we got to talking and no shit, we figured out that all three of us graduated high school in 1983. :o That was one of those moments that made me very grateful that I decided a long time ago never to mess with drugs or alcohol. :)
You know when you're young you think you're invincible and will live forever but sometimes your choices don't catch up to you until years later. And sometimes too, you make what you hope are good choices when you're young but the benefits aren't always necessarily apparent until you're older.
My point is not to brag (because I've done plenty of other stupid things, believe me), but just to give some of the younger people here maybe a glimpse of where their choices today might lead them, 10-20 years further down the road.
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One day just a couple of months ago there were two women and me all sitting and waiting at church to meet briefly individually with our clergyman.
I assumed that both women were at least a few years older than I (I'm 40 and honestly don't feel or look it). One of the women was old and wrinkly and missing most of her teeth and sounded like an old lady when she talked. I would've guessed she was old enough to be my mother, or at least in her mid-fifties.
Well we got to talking and no shit, we figured out that all three of us graduated high school in 1983. :o That was one of those moments that made me very grateful that I decided a long time ago never to mess with drugs or alcohol. :)
You know when you're young you think you're invincible and will live forever but sometimes your choices don't catch up to you until years later. And sometimes too, you make what you hope are good choices when you're young but the benefits aren't always necessarily apparent until you're older.
My point is not to brag (because I've done plenty of other stupid things, believe me), but just to give some of the younger people here maybe a glimpse of where their choices today might lead them, 10-20 years further down the road.
i'm ****** >:(
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I do smoke glass, on occasion, but I never made a habit of it(even though it's better than pussy).
I love to party, can't lie about it. Thank God , I have a non-addicting personality. I can party(& have)for days at a time, but when it was over, I never craved anything other than sleep. But, I never ,& let me stress the word N-E-V-E-R, want to try anything that could be considered in the same catagory as p*ssy. Personally, I would rather take a cap of "G" a hit of "X" & f*ck the night away. To me it's the only reason to party anyway.
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smoked glass is so retro
'70's ain't it ?
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and getting drunk before hand is usually a good idea..coke plus alkie = cocaethylene = more euphoric than coke by itself...although more addictive..robert lewis stevenson i think ws addicted to cocaine in his wine...
That's a fine way to induce a heart attack. Stop glorifiying the use of this drug. It's utter garbage. And yes, I've taken it.
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That's a fine way to induce a heart attack. Stop glorifiying the use of this drug. It's utter garbage. And yes, I've taken it.
what i stated were FACTS...
look em up..
and no you have not taken it...
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I hear that exctasy fucks up your brain each time you take it, and it has been verified with cat scans of the brain. Take too much of this shit and you'll be on SSRI''s for the rest of your life. I've also heard thatGHB is proabably as addictive as heroin or worse.
GHB is not addicting... :P
That one had me going...
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Oh, sweet. Yeah, the next day kind of sucks. Nose always gets a bit fucked.
It always helped me if I snorted some warm water up my nose before I went to sleep after a long night of coke. Worked wonders for me. I dont do that shit anymore though, I hate the depression while coming off it.
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Ya, wetting a kleenex and snorting water up the passages after helps a lot.
Moderate use of soft drugs is not a problem, but some guys here clearly couldn't keep it moderate.
Coke was never anything special, i'd have to smoke crack to understand it, but that's waaaay too risky based on what i've seen it do. Kind of like glass or H, even considering trying any of these you already know you're desperate & fucked up. Glass is another that seems popular in more isolated climes, especially in the northwest. That's like sniffing glue, to me.
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You dont know a damn thing about me "ToxicAvenger"
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Its like withdrawal from bee pollen.
Day 1 - You feel stinging pain all over your body
Day 2- Your hear a constant buzzing sound around your ears
Day 3- You fly off the walls like you're trapped in a box
Day 4- You smell sweet stuff all around you
Day 5- Finally everything goes completely black...except a little yellow.
Hope that helps.... ;D
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Its like withdrawal from bee pollen.
Day 1 - You feel stinging pain all over your body
Day 2- Your hear a constant buzzing sound around your ears
Day 3- You fly off the walls like you're trapped in a box
Day 4- You smell sweet stuff all around you
Day 5- Finally everything goes completely black...except a little yellow.
Hope that helps.... ;D
I hear Kelly Ryan offered to sell out Craig for 3 ounces of bee pollen. That stuff is potent.
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You feel stinging pain all over your body
Day 2- Your hear a constant buzzing sound around your ears
Day 3- You fly off the walls like you're trapped in a box
Excellent way to dissuade anyone desperate enough to even consider it.
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What's the most ecstasy anyone here has taken in a night?
5 years ago I ate 24 hits of E, in one night.
First 4, at once. Didnt feel anything for an hour. Then felt drunk, losing my balance, slurring. then I got hit full force and could barely keep my eyes open. I felt ssssssoooooooo good. I never felt so fucking incredible on any drug in my life. I was a giant walking orgasm and horny as all hell. I obviously felt better then I looked because all night people were asking me if I needed to go to the hospital. Hospital? All I thought about was what woman I was gonna bang that night.
Then I started eating three or a time at a time for the rest of the night. I started to feel real sick in my stomach and had to swallow them with milk cause it felt like I had an ice cube/acid in my gut. I still gag to this day when i swallow any vitamins because of that expereince with E.
I started blacking out/waking up a few times and then passed out for the rest of the day.
They next 3 days were a living hell. I lowered my serotonin levels so much that I felt like blowing my brains out, just so I wouldn't feel the hopelessness I was feeling. I didn't eat anything except half a bowl of chicken noodles for 3 days. Couldn't move, couldn't sleep, wanted to cry, couldn't.
Never, ever, ever do what I did, if you value your sanity.
Being straight is the best.
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5 years ago I ate 24 hits of E, in one night.
First 4, at once. Didnt feel anything for an hour. Then felt drunk, losing my balance, slurring. then I got hit full force and could barely keep my eyes open. I felt ssssssoooooooo good. I never felt so fucking incredible on any drug in my life. I was a giant walking orgasm and horny as all hell. I obviously felt better then I looked because all night people were asking me if I needed to go to the hospital. Hospital? All I thought about was what woman I was gonna bang that night.
Then I started eating three or a time at a time for the rest of the night. I started to feel real sick in my stomach and had to swallow them with milk cause it felt like I had an ice cube/acid in my gut.
I started blacking out/waking up a few times and then passed out for the rest of the day.
They next 3 days were a living hell. I lowered my serotonin levels so much that I felt like blowing my brains out, just so I wouldn't feel the hopelessness I was feeling. I didn't eat anything except half a bowl of chicken noodles for 3 days. Couldn't move, couldn't sleep, wanted to cry, couldn't.
Never, ever, ever do what I did, if you value your sanity.
Being straight is the best.
That is a crazy story. You are lucky man,
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That is a crazy story. You are lucky man,
I know, I really value sobriety because of that night.
I've been to those same parties straight as an arrow and seeing the people walk around with their faces contorting and eyes rolling around in their heads like marbles really opened my eyes to what i must have looked like when I was high on that stuff.
Some people just take one too many hits of whatever and f**k up their brains for life. Your' taking a risk anytime you put a drink to your lips, a joint in your mouth, or injest any other type of drug another way. Russian Roulette.
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5 years ago I ate 24 hits of E, in one night.
Reminds of a classic Danny Bonaduce line about eating enough pills to be full.
Your behavior was ridiculous. Those of us who understand moderation and soft drugs have little or none of the risk of addicts.
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Reminds of a classic Danny Bonaduce line about eating enough pills to be full..
Your behaviour was ridiculous. Those of us who understand moderation and soft drugs don't have anything like this to worry about.
I've seen people do worse and it was a learning experience. You dont make great decisions when your high as a kite and feeling incredibly great. Thats not a time when your thinking clearly, so yeah my actions were ridiculous.
I've also seen people do below moderate amounts of certain drugs and they are beyond fucked, so I totally dissagree with your moderation opinion.
I hate it when people think that just because a certain drug effects them a certain way, its that way for everyone. Were all wired differently, no one person is the same as the next person. This is just common sense.
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That is the biggest bunch of preaching bullshit I've ever read.
Preaching? Man, your sensative.
All addictions start with the first puff, sip, jab of a needle.
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Sensitive? No.
I just when people like you say stupid ass shit like that with no proof to back it up.
I'll let you figure that one out on your own. ::)
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"anytime you put a drink to your lips, a joint in your mouth, or injest any other type of drug another way. Russian Roulette."
Yes, because when you smoke a joint or have a drink it will kill you. Cut the over dramatic crap. Unless your dealing with hard drugs like heroin, crack, acid etc. then it's nothing.
I agree, I have been smoking weed every day for 15 years, I have a great job where I make six figures, I live in a brand new 500K house and I NEVER miss workouts...I have no problems at all, becuase of my drug use. And to top it off I have 5 good friends in the same boat.
Bunch of BS propaganda.......weed is harmless, even compared to alcohol.
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"anytime you put a drink to your lips, a joint in your mouth, or injest any other type of drug another way. Russian Roulette."
Yes, because when you smoke a joint or have a drink it will kill you. Cut the over dramatic crap. Unless your dealing with hard drugs like heroin, crack, acid etc. then it's nothing.
I'm talking about how addictions start, you retard. According to you, there are no alcoholics, or people addicted to smoking weed? Yeah, ok.
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I agree, I have been smoking weed every day for 15 years, I have a great job where I make six figures, I live in a brand new 500K house and I NEVER miss workouts...I have no problems at all, becuase of my drug use. And to top it off I have 5 good friends in the same boat.
Bunch of BS propaganda.......weed is harmless, even compared to alcohol.
I know, you smoke weed everyday for 15 years cause your NOT an addict. ::)
Your just a functioning addict.
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Your acting as if doing any drug is the end of the world.
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Hardly.
I was just trying to say that anytime you decide to try something like booze, blow, weed, etc, theres a chance you could become dependant on those substances to get through an ordinary day. Its called addiction and all drugs have that capability.
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I had never done a drug in my life then got the bright idea to do ecstasy one night. I started off with a 1/2, then an hour later another 1/2 then an hour later 1 hit. I felt nothing for a couple of hours so my friends encouraged me to smoke a bowl of marijuana (something I had also never done before).
Finally after three or four hours since my first 1/2 of E, it all hit me (I think the reefer kickstarted it). Things were great for a long time, but not being familiar with all the usual side effects of E I started to panic eventually as the fast heartbeat scared me. When I started to worry about it, all it took was my friends saying it would be ok for me to feel fine again and want to go right back into rolling with it. But my lack of confidence with drugs made it a scary experience.
In hindsight, I should have taken one hit at the beginning and just waited...if nothing happened that night, so be it. I had never heard of E taking four hours to kick in so that's why I took the second hit. A girl I was with took 2.5 hits that night and felt fine, and she weighed all of 120 pounds at my height (5'9) and at the time I was around 190.
Other than that, I tried salvia once, and that having been said, I will never do any drug ever again, or even drink for that matter. My complete lack of confidence in drugs might possibly result in panic, which can make for a hellish experience. I'm not proud of what I did, but moreso, I don't need drugs. I hope I didn't cause any long term damage with my two hits of E, and I keep hearing about lots of people doing way more than that, so I hope everything will be ok. Like I said, complete lack of confidence with drugs. Even extensive research into the safety of some drugs hasn't helped me much with that.
More than likely you'll be fine but i know of one guy that only did 2 hits of E and he was listless for 2 days after that. He even shit his pants one night and sat in his own crap for an hour. His friends had to take him to emergency cause his brain stopped producing seritonin on its own and he needed to take other drugs to kick start the production again.
Like I said, anything is possible with some drugs and some people but I you should be alright.
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I know, you smoke weed everyday for 15 years cause your NOT an addict. ::)
Your just a functioning addict.
I can/could quit at any time.....I use weed as a way to relax after a hard day of work etc....some people have a glass of wine or take an anti-depressant, I like to bake out and chill..
Not EVRYONE that try's a substance becomes an addict genius.
I have done, blow, ex, acid etc......and never became an addict of those substances?
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I can/could quit at any time.....I use weed as a way to relax after a hard day of work etc....some people have a glass of wine or take an anti-depressant, I like to bake out and chill..
Not EVRYONE that try's a substance becomes an addict genius.
I have done, blow, ex, acid etc......and never became an addict of those substances?
The 2 of you (Frozzor and Motorbreath) are sssooo defensive about your own use that you dont even want to accept the reality of how certain drugs effect certain people other than yourselves at this point in your lives.
You can quite anytime eh Motorbreath? You sound like a ciggarette addict. They can quite anytime too but they use it for the same reason you use weed, that is their excuse. I've been smoking weed for over 15 years, everyday too. I just finished smoking a bowl but I have NO delusions about not being addicted to weed.
Lots of people can relax without weed, why should you take it to relax? Its cause your an addict at this point. Dont believe me? Quite for 2 weeks, chances are, if you've been really smoking for 15 years, everyday, you wont.
If your comparring your weed use to those people that take wine or anti depressants to relax, you are using the wrong example to prove your point.
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Ever hear of that basketball player that took just a tiny bit of cocaine and it killed him? Sometimes even a small amount of this stuff can kill. It depends on the person of course.
Thats the thing. Some people on here use their own experience as gospel for how drugs should effect everyone else.
Thats not how it works.
I gag now when ever I see someone else take E, let alone try again myself. I know poeple that take enough blow to kill a horse but they seem to be fine. It all varies from person to person.
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Yep, everybody's body chemistry is different. That is another reason why I will never any drug ever again. It's not like it's a necessity, and I don't want to risk anything.
Believe me. Your not missing much of anything if you never do drugs again.
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I agree 100% with you. I rarely do anything. I never go to clubs, I don't drink any liquor, never smoke weed.
I hope you're not suggesting that this is ideal for everyone. I prefer moderation, which means that I don't need to tell others how proud of myself i am for 100% abstinence, which might strike some as boring and close-minded.
No need to sound like a super-christian by ruling out every possible pleasure as somehow negative-are you afraid that you have no willpower to have to be so absolute in your views?
I'm almost advocating living under a rock.
For the vast majority leading balanced lives, this extreme's unnecessary. Soft drugs aren't essential but can be great in moderation, in the right context.
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5 years ago I ate 24 hits of E, in one night.
First 4, at once. Didnt feel anything for an hour. Then felt drunk, losing my balance, slurring. then I got hit full force and could barely keep my eyes open. I felt ssssssoooooooo good. I never felt so fucking incredible on any drug in my life. I was a giant walking orgasm and horny as all hell. I obviously felt better then I looked because all night people were asking me if I needed to go to the hospital. Hospital? All I thought about was what woman I was gonna bang that night.
Then I started eating three or a time at a time for the rest of the night. I started to feel real sick in my stomach and had to swallow them with milk cause it felt like I had an ice cube/acid in my gut. I still gag to this day when i swallow any vitamins because of that expereince with E.
I started blacking out/waking up a few times and then passed out for the rest of the day.
They next 3 days were a living hell. I lowered my serotonin levels so much that I felt like blowing my brains out, just so I wouldn't feel the hopelessness I was feeling. I didn't eat anything except half a bowl of chicken noodles for 3 days. Couldn't move, couldn't sleep, wanted to cry, couldn't.
Never, ever, ever do what I did, if you value your sanity.
Being straight is the best.
If you really took that many then they were bunk pills.
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Tell me something, do you think I have any major reason to be concerned with my two hits of E affecting me permanently in some manner?
I have no evidence to suggest this at all to suggest this, but I worry about it anyway. I find that people reassuring me helps, which leads me to believe it's all in my head, but I'm just not sure.
I dont feel combfortable disclosing my personal history on the subject because I know people pass judgment on you no matter how long ago or what the circumstances were and especially here on getbig. However, I feel its important to really educate people with my experiences and you can take from it what you like, I hope it helps you out in some way.
Ive easily taken close to XXX hits of E in my life time. (Im blocking that out on purpose, but rest assured, it was alot). Im 34 years old now, so Im talking about an 15 year period of my life. I havent touched E in a long while and so at this point I feel like it hasnt really done anything permanant to me. It might have done something to my short term memory and my patience level when I first quit but so far I feel fine now. I have a great job, nice home, girlfriend so it hardly gave me brain damage to the point of being disfunctional or what you might read about in some anti drug pamphlet.
I still wouldnt reccomend it to my mother or father so why would I recommend it to anyone else? I took a chance and escaped unscathed but I wouldnt promise that to anyone else.
I think your fine and worrying too much. If its been awhile since youve done it and your not in a depression and not addicted to it than just move on. Your brain is always making new connections, so there is some room for damage that wont effect you in a measurable way in your life.
Good luck.
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If you really took that many then they were bunk pills.
ok. ::)
Passing out and 3 days of suicidal deppression is a regularity on .E ::)
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I've heard between 48-60 pills is the lethal dose. 24 is possible to do and not die from, depending on the concentration (some are double stuffed).
Read the book "e". In it, some guy talks about ballooning a few hundred hits into his stomach on a plane from Amsterdam. One balloon broke and 100 hits were digested. He said the wing of the plane started to melt, etc..
Its a good read, very informative. check it out if you want to learn more about the drug.
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The most I ever took was 3 mitsubishis and I almost slit my wrists 2 days later.
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I don't know man I saw one of those news shows that had a segment about this stuff. The guy they showed was so addicted to this stuff that after he got out of jail he went to a hardware store and stole some paint thinner or some chemical like that which contained ghb as one of the ingredients and drank it. I think he later passed out and was picked up by the cops again. Anyway the point of the segment was that it is super addictive. Did you know they used to sell it as a sleep aid supplement in the early 90's?
yup...I was buying GBL legally in the late 90's...It was awesome....
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The most I ever took was 3 mitsubishis and I almost slit my wrists 2 days later.
I've tried those, mine were really speedy though.
When I say I did that many in a night, I mean from 10 pm friday till around 12 noon Saturday being the last dose.
My tolerance to E is really high. People didnt believe how many I could take until we'd go out. It wasnt uncommon for me to take anywhere from 5 to 8 in a night. That one time was the extreem but Im also that type of personality. I have to push the limit with everything at least once.
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When the afterhours scene was bangin,myself and a buddy regularly took anywhere from 6-12 pills a night.On top of that probley $150 of K.That was about 5 years ago,feel fine now.Talk to me when I'm 50.
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You're all a bunch of pussy c*nts....stop agonising over whether you did too many drugs or not, fact is if you are here and now and able to type the computer then you're probably OK.....
...its all good, if it gets too much then take a break....its that simple.
I popped so much xtc, speed, lsd, hash and mushrooms during the mid 90's british rave scene that i suffered hallucinations during normal everyday life, had short term memory loss and was generally a complete fuck up....i did this for 4 years because the plus points of all the parties far outweighed the negative sides i was experiencing..... when i got bored and moved on i stopped.
Hey presto, back to normality....
....unless you really take the piss with your doses you shouldnt suffer any long term effects, these twats complaining of doing E's three times in their entire lives and claiming side effects that still manifest themselves now should just kill themselves.....fucking lightweight c*nts.....if you're that fragile mentally then its best you stay indoors and dont play with the adults.
Recreational drugs are just fine if you're mature enough to understand there are down sides to every positive feeling and can deal with that, if you have an addictive personality then its best you stay away....if you have the ability to fill your boots, get fuc*ed, revel in the sensations each different drug gives you and savour the brief, priveledged hours under the influence of these wonder chemicals then enjoy it.....
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You're all a bunch of pussy c*nts....stop agonising over whether you did too many drugs or not, fact is if you are here and now and able to type the computer then you're probably OK.....
...its all good, if it gets too much then take a break....its that simple.
I popped so much xtc, speed, lsd, hash and mushrooms during the mid 90's british rave scene that i suffered hallucinations during normal everyday life, had short term memory loss and was generally a complete f**k up....i did this for 4 years because the plus points of all the parties far outweighed the negative sides i was experiencing..... when i got bored and moved on i stopped.
Hey presto, back to normality....
....unless you really take the piss with your doses you shouldnt suffer any long term effects, these twats complaining of doing E's three times in their entire lives and claiming side effects that still manifest themselves now should just kill themselves.....fucking lightweight c*nts.....if you're that fragile mentally then its best you stay indoors and dont play with the adults.
Recreational drugs are just fine if you're mature enough to understand there are down sides to every positive feeling and can deal with that, if you have an addictive personality then its best you stay away....if you have the ability to fill your boots, get fuc*ed, revel in the sensations each different drug gives you and savour the brief, priveledged hours under the influence of these wonder chemicals then enjoy it.....
I agree with you to a point. If we're going to have a serious discussion about drugs then you cant deny some people just shouldnt be taking them and if they do, all it takes is a little bit of whatever to get them fucked, (possibly for life).
Over all, i think the majority of people will be just fine. But you also might be fine through years of abuse and then you just take that one too many. Its happened to people before.
Your right about one thing, if your not prepared to pay for the party from the night before last, then dont even bother trying anything.
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No drug is worth getting into, with the possible exception of weed adn alcohol. Bottom line. People can argue with this all they want but it is t truth. Only it takes awhile and maturity to figure this stuff out.
painkillers every know and than is okay as well.
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No drug is worth getting into, with the possible exception of weed adn alcohol. Bottom line. People can argue with this all they want but it is t truth. Only it takes awhile and maturity to figure this stuff out.
painkillers every know and than is okay as well.
I know a chemist in Grad school who gives me his take on all kinds of drugs........
He was telling me that cocaine if used strictly on the weekend does not have any negative sides. The problem is that most people don't have the willpower to stop using it and the weekend stretches in to next Thursday by the time they realize what's happened. Addictive personalities and weak willed people should not even entertain the idea.
Same thing for Narcotics like Oxycodone, Morphine. As a weekend thing it has no definitive sides, only that most people abuse it.
DIV
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Exactly. That's what people don't understand. Cocaine is only a bad drug IF you get addicted. It takes a very mentally weak person to get addicted drugs.
Cocaine is no worse then alchohol. Both are fine uses in moderation, but if you get addicted then your fucked.
That said, you're just a baby, FroZZorZ.....
You shouldn't be fu.cking with these drugs at your age anyway.....
Gain some life experience first.
DIV
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back during my youth in 90211
brother made pot brownies
i ate about 12 of them
only i didnt know that the liquid used was from a turkish water pipe
jesus i didnt know what the fuck happened
cause i was like stoned for two days
it was real silly cause i'm not a drug person
his buddy use to send little suitcases full of refer
from overseas. back then they never searched bags.
that was my only drug experience.
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The problem is that most people don't have the willpower to stop using it and the weekend stretches in to next Thursday by the time they realize what's happened. Addictive personalities and weak willed people should not even entertain the idea.
DIV
No one ever does their first line of blow and thinks now I'll be an addict. Most everyone that tries a drug does so because they think they are strong enough not to be an addict. The thing is untill you actually start getting involved in drugs of any kind, you wont know if you'll be an addict or not. Everyone thinks they can manage their drug use because in the beginning the highs usually outweigh the lows, but that can change over time.
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Drugs are often used to help with withdrawl symptoms... for example.. methadone is used for meth addicts
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its alot easier to avoid them, BUT addiction can depend on many things... usually the comedowns promote further drug use.. and definately the environment you live in can determine the frequency of the use... as well as the people around you..
i've tried E's .. i dont know how Chafed Nut Sack could have done 24 hits of them, they must have been really shit pills.. loaded with other crap.... one pill here.. made me roll around literally in ecstacy .. lucky i was with supportive people, the comedown is fucking horrible. My mates who often do them also wouldnt advise doing more than 10 a night... even that number is insane and can cause death easily.
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Anyone can become addicted to pain meds...anyone! Its not a weak willed mentality that does them in...the shit is made by scientist formed to fit your opiate receptors...You have to have a strong will to get off them but anyone can get strung out on pain meds...coke only blocks the neurotransmitters from getting the nerve impulses they should recieve...billions per second...coke is addictive because the depression you get when you "come down"...lack of energy...self worth...I here these stories everyday at work...Im an LCDC
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we're having roasted garlic w/ escargot for tonight
lots of garlic
glad i dont have any public meetings
planned for two dayz
in addition to fighting colds, cancer and heart disease
garlic smells a little bit the next day.
withdrawl from garlic
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Anyone can become addicted to pain meds...anyone! Its not a weak willed mentality that does them in...the shit is made by scientist formed to fit your opiate receptors...You have to have a strong will to get off them but anyone can get strung out on pain meds...coke only blocks the neurotransmitters from getting the nerve impulses they should recieve...billions per second...coke is addictive because the depression you get when you "come down"...lack of energy...self worth...I here these stories everyday at work...Im an LCDC
True. Opiates bring on a physical addiction, plus a mental one too. Most other drugs other than benzo's and booze don't have physical dependency's and are very dangerous to kick alone, it shouldn't be done alone. You could go into seizers and die. Pain meds. heroine and other opiates have a physical addiction which, depending on the drug's cleanliness, varies from a few days to a few months. Methadone has the worst Jones of all opiates because it has alot of other things in it to make it last for 24 hrs. I know of people who quit methadone and it took them over a month to get a nights sleep. Oxycontin is so clean it leaves the system in a day and the Jones will only last 5-8 days, but their the worst 5-8 days you can imagine. Sweats, chills. shits, puking all the fun, but each day you're getting cleaner and cleaner and before you know it you no longer have a dependency on them detoxing from pain meds won't kill you though you wish it would sometimes. Coke & meth and the mental jones's last longer and their the hardest ones IMO to stay away from permanently. The sad thing about them are that you feel better not doing them, but slip and BAM, full blown addiction again. AA & NA work wonders with these types in keeping clean.
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i've tried E's .. i dont know how Chafed Nut Sack could have done 24 hits of them, they must have been really shit pills.. loaded with other crap.... one pill here.. made me roll around literally in ecstacy .. lucky i was with supportive people, the comedown is fucking horrible. My mates who often do them also wouldnt advise doing more than 10 a night... even that number is insane and can cause death easily.
Its called 15 years of off and on use. Your body gets use to it, I have a high tolerance to them and using extreem amounts is not uncommon in the rave scene, which i was heavily into years ago. I can take 1 hit of E now (hypothetically) and Im slightly high for maybe an hour if Im lucky and then the high is gone. I would have to do at least 3 to get a "normal high", if thats what I wanted to feel. If the pills wre shit I wouldnt have gotten blasted into space off the first 4 I took together. They were all the same pills, I know, I stuffed them.
I cant believe how some people can do a 1 gram line of blow and an 8 ball of coke on their own, but people do and its not shit blow.I cant even finish 1/2 gram of blow with another person without feeling like Im gonna freak out. So I stay away from it. Whats so hard to understand about differnet people having differnet tolerance levels to certain drugs?
Even in bodybuilding some guys can di insane amounts of hormones and be fine and others get sick on half the recommended dose. I took the purest MDMA that I could get my hands on, its alot different than half the junk thats called E out there these days. Oh well, doesnt matter anyway, im done with that shit now.
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Twenty tons of hashish were seized and 11 people arrested in a raid by Spanish police today.
The drugs were hidden in a warehouse in Arganda del Rey, about 13 miles east of Madrid.
A police statement said: “This could be the biggest seizure of hashish to date in Madrid.”
The biggest drugs bust in Spain this year was in October in the southern port of Algeciras where police seized over 26 tons of hashish.
Spain is a major entry point into Europe for hashish and cocaine.
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Thats nuts.
20 tons, wow. I cant remember where it was, either Ontario or the west coast but a garbage truck was found filled to the brim with hash. Im not sure how many tons it was but could you imagine driving around with a garbage truck full of hash? lol
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No one ever does their first line of blow and thinks now I'll be an addict. Most everyone that tries a drug does so because they think they are strong enough not to be an addict. The thing is untill you actually start getting involved in drugs of any kind, you wont know if you'll be an addict or not. Everyone thinks they can manage their drug use because in the beginning the highs usually outweigh the lows, but that can change over time.
I don't have an addictive personality.
I've used Oxycodone before for some dental surgery, and I used the entire prescription and yes it was a nice mellow high, but not something I was driven to take after my script was tapped out.
Same with alcohol, I can get smashed once or twice per year, but other than that I don't drink at all.........save a few glasses of red wine with dinner.
It's all about genetic predisposition.
I've never been addicted to anything, for me it's always been about choice.
DIV
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"FREAKgeek" It's a fact that cocaine is only a bad drug if you get addicted to it. Yes, it's suppose to be HIGHLY addictive only to some though, usually people who are mentally weak or have some messed up stuff going on in life (divorce etc..) I've done it three times in my life so far and I never get some sort of urge to go get some out of the blue and do it while I'm sitting at home.
Cocaine is no worse then alchohol. As long as you don't become an addict, you won't be harmed.
Ecstasy on the other hand, gives you permanent damage each time you use it.
Fox..here i'm gonna be the one to say this....
Cocaine is conditionally addictive..but when it is..ITS ADDICTIVE..
i WAS addictied 2 having sex on coke...i STILL crave it sometimes...
to experience EVERYTHING in life..is one thing..
but be carefull bro..
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I don't have an addictive personality.
I've used Oxycodone before for some dental surgery, and I used the entire prescription and yes it was a nice mellow high, but not something I was driven to take after my script was tapped out.
Same with alcohol, I can get smashed once or twice per year, but other than that I don't drink at all.........save a few glasses of red wine with dinner.
It's all about genetic predisposition.
I've never been addicted to anything, for me it's always been about choice.
DIV
nature nurture Div...i believe that...
ANYONE who does a certain drug enuff can condition themselves to be addicted..
drink often enough..and you'll be addicted..
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nature nurture Div...i believe that...
ANYONE who does a certain drug enuff can condition themselves to be addicted..
drink often enough..and you'll be addicted..
No, Junaid......
I'm the Psychology Major, you're the Network Programmer.....
Let me do my thing, you do yours, negro.
I don't have an addictive personality, never have, despite all possible temptations and compromising scenarios.
I suppose lifting heavy weight, or specifically the euphoria I get from it would be my sole addiction.
Feel this.
DIV
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the euphoria I get from it would be my sole addiction.
DIV
EXACTLY...
i DO understand Div..i really do understand your POV..however i've been on the other side ...when i first did coke i ALSO used to think...nahhh i dont have an addictive personality...
high serotonin levels...takes a strong man to say no to that...
however i've seen u talk...u happen 2 be strong willed...HOWEVER if you r the exception to the rule (ie someone that can be strong) does not mean i'm wrong about the general population
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Twenty tons of hashish were seized and 11 people arrested in a raid by Spanish police today.
The drugs were hidden in a warehouse in Arganda del Rey, about 13 miles east of Madrid.
A police statement said: “This could be the biggest seizure of hashish to date in Madrid.”
The biggest drugs bust in Spain this year was in October in the southern port of Algeciras where police seized over 26 tons of hashish.
Spain is a major entry point into Europe for hashish and cocaine.
my brothers friend was in the merchant marines
travelled the world many times
turkey, spain, morocco, thailand, cambodia
columbia..use to send hash and pot to my brother in small
suitcases. god bless my brother though he'd give joints, and
balls away ...but never deal. lol
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I stick with LSD
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No, Junaid......
I'm the Psychology Major, you're the Network Programmer.....
Let me do my thing, you do yours, negro.
I don't have an addictive personality, never have, despite all possible temptations and compromising scenarios.
I suppose lifting heavy weight, or specifically the euphoria I get from it would be my sole addiction.
Feel this.
DIV
Luke Skywalker: "I won't fail you. I'm not afraid."
Yoda: "You will be. You will be."
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I don't have an addictive personality.
I've used Oxycodone before for some dental surgery, and I used the entire prescription and yes it was a nice mellow high, but not something I was driven to take after my script was tapped out.
Same with alcohol, I can get smashed once or twice per year, but other than that I don't drink at all.........save a few glasses of red wine with dinner.
It's all about genetic predisposition.
I've never been addicted to anything, for me it's always been about choice.
DIV
Your using 2 examples of drugs and you hardly have much experience with other drugs, (from what I gather, maybe I missed something?), so your basing your opinion on assumptions rather then fact.
If you were to use cocaine every weekend because you chose to at the beginning of your drug experience, I can almost gaurantee you that you will become an addict, either long term or short term, if you kept that routine up for a few months. The drug does something on a chemical level that is stronger than your will or "mental strength".
Your potential addiction might not even be cocaine related but may be another drug and maybe not at the beginning but over time.
If you truly are a person without any addictive personalty, I'd say your not even human. Maybe Im wrong and if I am, you are definatly in the very, very, very, small minority.
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EXACTLY...
i DO understand Div..i really do understand your POV..however i've been on the other side ...when i first did coke i ALSO used to think...nahhh i dont have an addictive personality...
high serotonin levels...takes a strong man to say no to that...
however i've seen u talk...u happen 2 be strong willed...HOWEVER if you r the exception to the rule (ie someone that can be strong) does not mean i'm wrong about the general population
I agree with you 100%.
Luke Skywalker: "I won't fail you. I'm not afraid."
Yoda: "You will be. You will be."
lol
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No, Junaid......
I'm the Psychology Major, you're the Network Programmer.....
Let me do my thing, you do yours, negro.
I don't have an addictive personality, never have, despite all possible temptations and compromising scenarios.
I suppose lifting heavy weight, or specifically the euphoria I get from it would be my sole addiction.
Feel this.
DIV
"You can't understand a user's mind...
But try, with your books and degrees."
--Layne Staley/Alice In Chains, "Junkhead"
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"You can't understand a user's mind...
But try, with your books and degrees."
--Layne Staley/Alice In Chains, "Junkhead"
"If you let yourself go and open your mind, I'll bet you'd be doin' like me (and it ain't so bad)..."
What did Staley die of (at a very young age) again?... ;D
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EXACTLY...
i DO understand Div..i really do understand your POV..however i've been on the other side ...when i first did coke i ALSO used to think...nahhh i dont have an addictive personality...
high serotonin levels...takes a strong man to say no to that...
however i've seen u talk...u happen 2 be strong willed...HOWEVER if you r the exception to the rule (ie someone that can be strong) does not mean i'm wrong about the general population
Junaid, when you made that fateful decision, you crossed over in to something that I could never be a part of. You willfully placed yourself in the crucible, a place to drown your demons, albeit perhaps subconscious in nature, demons nonetheless.
What you are, what you did.........I could never partake in.
I am on the outside looking in.....
.........and I see you.
Luke Skywalker: "I won't fail you. I'm not afraid."
Yoda: "You will be. You will be."
Darth Vader: "Luke......did Obi-wan ever tell you who your father was?"
Luke Skywalker: "He said you killed him"
Darth Vader: "Luke........I.....am.... .your father"
Luke Skywalker: :'(
If you truly are a person without any addictive personalty, I'd say your not even human. Maybe Im wrong and if I am, you are definatly in the very, very, very, small minority.
RawNutsack,
I am barely human. I'm icy cold inside. That is why I can analyze people so succinctly. It's less about seeing people as human, more about seeing them as byproducts of their environment PLUS genetic predisposition.
Nature/Nurture on a whole 'nother level.
"You can't understand a user's mind...
But try, with your books and degrees."
--Layne Staley/Alice In Chains, "Junkhead"
"Why worry? Hope to God get me high when I'm buried. Knowing deep inside only a few love me. Rush me to the gates of heaven, let me picture for awhile how I lived from my days as a child......."
--Makaveli (Tupac Shakur), "Hold Ya' Head"
What did Staley die of (at a very young age) again?... ;D
"Meet me at the cemetary dressed in black. Tonight we honor the dead, those who won't be back. If I die, do the same for me, shed no tears. An outlaw, thug livin' in the game for years."
DIV
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Junaid, when you made that fateful decision, you crossed over in to something that I could never be a part of. You willfully placed yourself in the crucible, a place to drown your demons, albeit perhaps subconscious in nature, demons nonetheless.
What you are, what you did.........I could never partake in.
I am on the outside looking in.....
.........and I see you.
Uhm, theres also the physical addiction. Its not always pyschological addiction. Its not always about self medicating because of some past trauma.
People dont only drink because they want to drown demons, they drink cause its Spring Break and they are in Florida. They do lines of blow because thats the thing to do in that setting and not because the persons father raped them. That exposure to the body can trigger a physical addiction that can happen to anyone. I think your being too sure of yourself when you say it (addiction), will never happen to you, not that Im asking you to go out, buy some cocaine and test that.
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Uhm, theres also the physical addiction. Its not always pyschological addiction. Its not always about self medicating because of some past trauma.
People dont only drink because they want to drown demons, they drink cause its Spring Break and they are in Florida. They do lines of blow because thats the thing to do in that setting and not because the persons father raped them. That exposure to the body can trigger a physical addiction that can happen to anyone. I think your being too sure of yourself when you say it (addiction), will never happen to you, not that Im asking you to go out, buy some cocaine and test that.
I'm well aware of both the physiological and psychological components of addiction. It's not lost on me, it's part of the base requirements of lower division Psychology curriculum.
Regardless of the reason, addiction is not something I am prone to.
Been exposed to too many temptations over the years, and still no dice.
If you knew me you'd understand.
Addiction is just not possible for me.
DIV
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Junaid, when you made that fateful decision, you crossed over in to something that I could never be a part of. You willfully placed yourself in the crucible, a place to drown your demons, albeit perhaps subconscious in nature, demons nonetheless.
What you are, what you did.........I could never partake in.
I am on the outside looking in.....
.........and I see you.
i've always taken things to the extreme..that can be good or bad...
i just didn't skydive..i coked up and then smoked weed before jumping...
in college..i didn't juuust take my calc 1 final..i took it drunk...i got a b..
i just didn't study for my CCIE written test..i HAD to make so i finished under half an hour and get over a 90...i did it!
i didn't just get into the drinking / coke counter culture...i pushed it to its extreme..to see and experience how dark it could get...
remember me telling stella about my childhood where as a kid i'd hang off the roof of our house (3 stories up)..i used to do do out of an urge to wanna feel "what it feels like to have your life on edge..the what if factor..what if i let go..what would it feel like..what if" a different prespective on things..and that ws when i ws 11..
..what can i say..i have my quirks..
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I'm well aware of both the physiological and psychological components of addiction. It's not lost on me, it's part of the base requirements of lower division Psychology curriculum.
Regardless of the reason, addiction is not something I am prone to.
Been exposed to too many temptations over the years, and still no dice.
If you knew me you'd understand.
Addiction is just not possible for me.
DIV
And your a pysch major...oh brother...you can get addicted to opiates Div...I work in this field everyday! I dont care how many temptations youve passed up!...you are making wise choices passing up the temptations of life but never say never...addiction is possible for you...believe that!
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TOX - I can relate!
A few 8-Balls, hotel and a filthy stripper..............I still get the tingles!!!!!
But you have to let go, sex was never the same!
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TOX - I can relate!
A few 8-Balls, hotel and a filthy stripper..............I still get the tingles!!!!!
But you have to let go, sex was never the same!
Now your talkin!! ahhh the good old days:) Looking back I don't regret any of the wild stuff I did, it has all been about the life experience. There seems to be a fair amount of literature these days suggesting a strong genetic component to addition, basically, either you are an addicted or you are not, but that is not to say someone who is not genetically prone to addiction can't abuse drugs or alcohol at some point in their life. There are many people who go through a destructive stage of cocaine use, only to pull out of it, and get on with their lives, while others will continue to use at any cost!
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And your a pysch major...oh brother...you can get addicted to opiates Div...I work in this field everyday! I dont care how many temptations youve passed up!...you are making wise choices passing up the temptations of life but never say never...addiction is possible for you...believe that!
NEVER.
I'll never join you. >:(
DIV
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FROZZ.............u keep doing coke
ill hunt ya down and break ur nose so u cant.................... .......
learn from my mistakes................ ...........
just
say
NO
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I've never done coke before. Is it like slamming 12 cappuccinos all at once?
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I've never done coke before. Is it like slamming 12 cappuccinos all at once?
No.
Its like doing coke.
Nothing can describe the feeling.
Its like describing the color blue.
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FROZZ.............u keep doing coke
ill hunt ya down and break ur nose so u cant.................... .......
learn from my mistakes................ ...........
just
say
NO
(http://www.sportsposterwarehouse.com/warehouse/justsaymoefu-1.jpg)
Im getting a hardon looking at this...................a ctually Im not. Damn blow! :-\ Gotta love cocaine. :(
(http://www.co.washington.or.us/sheriff/media/photos/kilo1.jpg)
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> :P
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NEVER.
I'll never join you. >:(
DIV
agreed, addicts are mentally weak.
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agreed, addicts are mentally weak.
You dont have to worry about a thing, you have to have a brain in order to damage it with drugs and that definatly puts you out of the loop.
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You dont have to worry about a thing, you have to have a brain in order to damage it with drugs and that definatly puts you out of the loop.
you're saying that because you are a crack addict who used to suck dick and take it up the ass for a fix, it's OK i'd be defensive too if i were you.
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you're saying that because you are a crack addict who used to suck dick and take it up the ass for a fix, it's OK i'd be defensive too if i were you.
Limp.
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Limp.
truth hurts, doesn't it?
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truth hurts, doesn't it?
For someone claiming to be straight, you sure do talk ALOT about dicks, dicks in ass, fags, dicks in mouths, Batman suckings dicks, eating cum, slurping cum from the tap, dicks in ears, etc...
are you trying to tell us something we already know, Lord Homo?
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For someone claiming to be straight, you sure do talk ALOT about dicks, dicks in ass, fags, dicks in mouths, Batman suckings dicks, eating cum, slurping cum from the tap, dicks in ears, etc...
are you trying to tell us something we already know, Lord Homo?
you're avoiding the subject yet again, you're very sensitive because your crack dealer put you on the street to earn your rocks, hahaha, skinny queer.
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you're avoiding the subject yet again, you're very sensitive because your crack dealer put you on the street to earn your rocks, hahaha, skinny queer.
...but you'll always be a closet fag that thinks he can hide it from the rest of the world. Its so obvious you love cock that you even put me in another one of your fantasies about being a street walker. I bet your beating off right now thinking about another post where you can make a reference to balls, mens asses and cocks coming out of your ears.
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...but you'll always be a closet fag that thinks he can hide it from the rest of the world. Its so obvious you love cock that you even put me in another one of your fantasies about being a street walker. I bet your beating off right now thinking about another post where you can make a reference to balls, mens asses and cocks coming out of your ears.
hahahaha, MELTDOWN, that was so easy.
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hahahaha, MELTDOWN, that was so easy.
We barely scratched the surface and you already jump on that one. You are weak.
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We barely scratched the surface and you already jump on that one. You are weak.
IMO, you are 100% correct on everything you're saying in reference to Sarcasm. It's fucking weird, that shit. I wonder if he and WeedOutTheWeak are the same guy. If not, they should get together. Double XL's another one.
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IMO, you are 100% correct on everything you're saying in reference to Sarcasm. It's fucking weird, that shit. I wonder if he and WeedOutTheWeak are the same guy. If not, they should get together. Double XL's another one.
Sarcasm is so transparent, I just cant take him seriously.
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Sarcasm is so transparent, I just cant take him seriously.
um! his name is sarcasm ::)
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um! his name is sarcasm ::)
The word comes from the late Latin word, sarcasmus, which, in turn, comes from the Greek sarkasmos, from sarkazein - to bite the lips in rage,- from sarx, sark-, flesh - the root word literally means "to cut a piece of flesh (from the targeted person)."
It is proverbially described as "the lowest form of wit" (a quotation sometimes ascribed incorrectly to Oscar Wilde, but untraceable). In 1983, Leonard Rossiter published a book titled The Lowest Form of Wit (ISBN 0722175132) which includes the history of sarcasm, rules of sarcasm, and many sarcastic comments (some of which are questionable) by notable individuals.
Because it is vocally-oriented, sarcasm can be difficult to grasp in written form and is easily misinterpreted. To prevent this some people end sarcastic comments on the Internet with an emoticon, emphasize words with italics, bold, and/or underlining (e.g. That's just great), or surround them with a made-up markup language tag, e.g. <sarcasm> or <snicker>.
Another transformation of sarcasm into electronic mediums is only possible through written language. Using extremely poor typing in a sentence, one can indicate that the holder of a certain opinion is unintelligent or overly eager. For example: "but teh bias!!!11!1!" This written slang is especially popular in internet forums.
In the UK, television and DVD subtitles for those with impaired hearing have adopted the use of (!) (an exclamation mark in parentheses) following speech in which sarcasm or irony is perceptible via the tone of voice.
;D
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agreed, addicts are mentally weak.
Attack! Mirzy Attack! >:(
DIV
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1. please post a picture of what crack(not THAT type crack onlyme) looks like. i do not know.
2. same for crystal meth.
thanks
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This is a cool site and tells you how long drugs stay in your system. Once their out of your system you shouldn't be physically addicted, it's the mental side that stays with you forever.
http://www.passyourdrugtest.com/timetable.htm
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IMO, you are 100% correct on everything you're saying in reference to Sarcasm. It's fucking weird, that shit. I wonder if he and WeedOutTheWeak are the same guy. If not, they should get together. Double XL's another one.
i've taken it easy on you McFarland and you keep coming at me with this bullshit, why?? i've never been anything but cool to your skinny ass and i get this treatment, what's wrong did daddy beat you with a leather strap too much as a little boy? keep my fucking name out of your smart ass mouth you little bitch.
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i've taken it easy on you McFarland and you keep coming at me with this bullshit, why?? i've never been anything but cool to your skinny ass and i get this treatment, what's wrong did daddy beat you with a leather strap too much as a little boy? keep my fucking name out of your smart ass mouth you little bitch.
Now, thats a meltdown. Your such a chump.
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i've taken it easy on you McFarland and you keep coming at me with this bullshit, why?? i've never been anything but cool to your skinny ass and i get this treatment, what's wrong did daddy beat you with a leather strap too much as a little boy? keep my fucking name out of your smart ass mouth you little bitch.
OK, sorry.
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whenever we went to go to Neavo Lareado, Mex to smuggle shit across we would get hasseled and once a guy at the hacienda said that to us if we ever got arrested by federalies to go into the corner of the cell and pull your hair and scream/yell -- basically act crazy so no one will fck with you
my friend got arrest drunk, acted crazy like he said but passed out-and woke up with what turned up to be hep A and he might of got TB cause the Mexicans has thrown their own shit at him all night and it got into his mouth and hair - stuck in jail for 10days - his dad was one of the best crimnimal defense lawyers in San ANtonio - DIRTY DIRTY DIRTY - now neava laerado is closed to tourists cause of the drug wars
my friends alright but he didnt go to college right away - I mean shit we were only like 18 barely
those were the days
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whenever we went to go to Neavo Lareado, Mex to smuggle shit across we would get hasseled and once a guy at the hacienda said that to us if we ever got arrested by federalies to go into the corner of the cell and pull your hair and scream/yell -- basically act crazy so no one will fck with you
my friend got arrest drunk, acted crazy like he said but passed out-and woke up with what turned up to be hep A and he might of got TB cause the Mexicans has thrown their own shit at him all night and it got into his mouth and hair - stuck in jail for 10days - his dad was one of the best crimnimal defense lawyers in San ANtonio - DIRTY DIRTY DIRTY - now neava laerado is closed to tourists cause of the drug wars
my friends alright but he didnt go to college right away - I mean shit we were only like 18 barely
those were the days
Shit man, crazy. You look back now and wonder how you made it out alright from those crazy days.
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Nothing beats a coked up 18 y/o blonde, they can suck all night
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whenever we went to go to Neavo Lareado, Mex to smuggle shit across we would get hasseled and once a guy at the hacienda said that to us if we ever got arrested by federalies to go into the corner of the cell and pull your hair and scream/yell -- basically act crazy so no one will fck with you
my friend got arrest drunk, acted crazy like he said but passed out-and woke up with what turned up to be hep A and he might of got TB cause the Mexicans has thrown their own shit at him all night and it got into his mouth and hair - stuck in jail for 10days - his dad was one of the best crimnimal defense lawyers in San ANtonio - DIRTY DIRTY DIRTY - now neava laerado is closed to tourists cause of the drug wars
my friends alright but he didnt go to college right away - I mean shit we were only like 18 barely
those were the days
Dude that story is just nasty...