I really hope to God that you are not serious. This is by far the most idiotic post I have ever seen. Let me ask you a question. Why do this to yourself? It can not be the money, I make more than Ron or Jay, and I am only a doctor. I am not trying to be antagonistic, but compared to other atheletic sports, you are by far the least compensated. It can not be for girls. Given all the exogenous hormones you are taking, you must have testicles the size of an 8 year old child. That along with the SSRIs is probably making your sex drive nonexistent. Is this for intelectual stimulation? I seriously doubt it. Self preservation is a key aspect of Darwin's theory of evolution, seeing what you have written, makes me wonder why your lineage has survived as long as it has. Is the thrill of victory? Possibly, but I don't see the satisfaction of seeing who can respond best to what dosages. Ironically, if you enjoy taking random drugs and seeing how your body responds to them, I can get you contact with some interventional radiologists, that actually pay 3000 dollars an experiment for human subjects. In all seriousness, you will probably make more money being a human lab rat. Think about it, 30 experiements year, that 90,000 dollars a year. Much more than the 10,000 dollar first prize at most bodybuilding contests. Also, at least by being a test subject you will get the satisfaction of knowing that even though you are killing yourself, you are doing for the benefits of 'sick' paitents, and not the Weider family
Lastly, I hope you are not an adult. You must know that there are many impressionable young minds that read this forum. They look up to "idiot" pros like you, and encouraging this behavioral is completely uncalled for. You should be ashamed of yourself, and think about what you post next time.
What irks me the most is your use of Insulin. Do you want to get diabetes? Do you know what will happen to you? Are you that stupid of an individual? Are you familiar with peripheral vascular disease? I hope you don't like teh ability to walk, because that is the route you are going, I can definitely see you with such severe PVD, that your only option will be amputation.
you are truly pathetic,
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